public forum discussing the various uses of vaseline.2003-01-06 19:19:55 ET


plans for this year, pt 22003-01-06 13:30:14 ET

- continue development on a personal music studio. i just bought parts to build a supercomputer for music yesterday, which was the first major step ($500). as soon as i know what limits are placed on me in terms of space, privacy, noise, security, etc, i will add to it. i still need to get a sound card, midi interface, and monitors, not to mention a decent mixer and other external gear. but i'm taking action which is what is important, i'm well past due for a solo project (ask anyone!).
- get more shows (solo or collaborative projects)
- subjugate and replace "Farce" with "Fallacy", just to see if i can. start thinking of slogans.
- find something to do with the two gigantic tubs of vaseline my mom bought me the other day (i needed a little one to help with dry skin, she came home with 1 huge tub of baby scented, which i didn't dig very much, so she went out and bought another huge tub of unscented) they are just sitting in my room looking ominous.
- continue behavioral deconditioning, continue experimenting with everything
- do these lists more often, it's a great way to get focused!

plans for this year, pt 12003-01-06 11:53:30 ET

hopefully this year i can
- quit smoking, FOR FUCKING GOOD. this means i have to change my definition of addiction.
- go back to being mute. the more i open my mouth these days, the less the words mean. it's to the point where i sometimes talk just to hear myself, which i hate myself for.
- lose this holiday weight and then some, AND,
- develop a diet inspired by hippies
- make ammends with girls (i'm getting there)
- exhume the notion of personal style (i buried it a couple of years ago for spiritual [read: Aum]reasons, and it's boring)
- begin on planning a masterpiece
- less alcohol and other depressants, less dependancy on stimulants. introduction to hallucinogens under working conditions.
- relearn that i shouldn't spend all my free time socializing or otherwise entertaining myself.
- learn/see/hear more of [artist/philosopher/scholar/etc]'s work, yet stop comparing myself with them.
-learn to be immersed in myself by default (very difficult, there are always so many distractions... this usually requires a few days of solitude just to get there, maintaining it is even harder)
- read more (i hereby declare that the reference section doesn't count)
- develop a healthy sleeping habit. one that involves waking up before sunset and sleeping less than 10 hours a day.

i can go on and on. i may write a part 2 soon. comments?

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