Brown Paper Bar
2004-01-05 17:31:29 ET

here i hide my face
my grotesque body
and shattered heart
under this bag
and all its brown
i fear

i fear
what your saying is true
that one day I'll be worse than you
under my bag
my face i'll hide
away from the world

my father never helped
my teachers are a joke
why is there a world
where i must hide
with nothing but hell

where shall i go?
how many pounds do i have to lose
to make you love me
i'll be surrounded by black
by the time i do
die.

my heart will be too big
and my laughter unheard
my head cannot hold
under this paper bag i work
under this brown paper bag i hide
i hate myself.

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stream crimson
2004-01-05 14:10:37 ET

i want to but i can't
i can't take this anymore
too much inside
don't know what to do

i want to sleep
for days and not wake..
i want to spill crimson pain all over
i want this to end
i don't know whats wrong
what is going on?

my stream of crimson.. flowing out... drowning me.

URGENT
2003-12-31 19:26:21 ET

WE NEED TO FIND BLACK MARY JANES WITH WHITE FLAMES.. if anyone knows of a website where we can find them please post the link love ya! thanks
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