Odd dream    2011-03-15 12:34:19 ET
I fell asleep for about 45 minutes and had a weird dream so I thought I would share some of it. I was in the back yard and my girlfriends niece was there with some other kid. the kids said that they saw a kitten so I went to the edge of the fence to look for it. I found an adult cat that looked like she was in the process of nursing a kitten but when i got to close she ran off. I was crouching down at the edge of the fence in the corner trying to find the kitten and I couldn't. when I stood up I saw Mario ( I guess our next door neighbors are Mario and Princess Peach lol) he asked me what i was doing, so i told him i was looking for a kitten. he handed me a bunch of gold coins and I put them into the fence. and at some point i guess the fence turned into some kind of kitten vending machine so when I put the coins in at the top of the fence. little orange kittens came out at the bottom.... that's when I woke up. so yeah kinda strange dream.

 Torn    2011-03-11 11:14:45 ET
Right now my soul feels so torn
And my body feels so worn
I wish you were here to comfort me
Because I feel so very empty
I also feel very lost
And now my soul is starting to frost
I'm starting to feel very cold
And I no longer feel as bold
I feel so alone in this place
Can none of you see it in my face
Look deep in my eyes and you can see
All of this pain inside of me
Can you see my imperfections
Am I heading in the wrong directions
Was there a fork in the road I did not notice
Or did I mean to take a different road and miss
Whatever the reasons I have gone astray
They do not matter until I've found my way
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 Darkness    2011-03-09 11:18:39 ET
I've been so used to darkness all of the time
That when the light is near I'm afraid to let it shine
I can see the light all around me
But as I reach out, the darkness surrounds me
While in the darkness I am slowly drowning
As my alarm is silently sounding
And when I try to scream out loud
My voice is lost amongst the crowd
I can't take this anymore
So many thoughts of blood and gore
I don't know what the darkness is doing to me
But I know I need help, why can't you see
I can't stand what it's making me
In my worst thoughts is where it presides
It's trying to kill me inside
I'm fighting it the best I can
But I really need a helping hand
All the light I have is a candle
But it's getting to low for me to handle
I'll have to put it down soon
Then all I have is the light from the moon
In my mind it's always night
Because the darkness has eaten away the light

 Sin    2011-03-09 11:10:00 ET
The way I feel when I look at you I can hardly explain
One thing I feel is pain, another is sadness
Because our friendship will never be the same again
Now as I lay here I think of ways to get back my friend
I wish we would just talk about what happened
Maybe we could take a little walk again
And as we walk we can talk about what happened
I can't help but to wonder if you feel as bad as I
I don't know why I feel so shy when I try
To talk about what happened
So now I need your help
I need my friend
I now stay so confused
All because our sin
I miss you as a friend
So please can we sit down
And talk again

 Soo yeah    2011-03-04 12:25:57 ET
So the neighbors most likely think i'm either crazy or retarded now... I don't see why it's strange to run down the street barefoot in the rain. I love it. My favorite thing ever in this whole world to do is walk in the rain at night. not sure why I love the rain so much.. just something about the way it smells, the way it feels when it falls on my head, and the way it feels on my feet (which is why I always go in the rain barefoot) just makes me feel calm. no matter if I'm sad or mad or anything. the rain just makes me feel happy and calm.
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