A poem I wrote for my mom after she died.    2011-03-02 09:23:44 ET
Dead

I still need you
No matter what I said
You left me too soon
Now I can't clear my hear
This is all happening too fast
I wish it was me instead
I'm so sorry it had to be you
Who was lying on that bed
I'm sorry I can't remember
All the things you said
But I try my hardest
As I think inside my head
In my thoughts I try to run
But my feet are blocks of lead
This doesn't feel real
But more like books that I have read
I try to reach out to them
But they have already fled
To the safety of their own thoughts
Inside their nice warm beds
And because they have fled
There Is a part of us all that Is dead
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 Another poem.    2011-03-02 09:18:26 ET
Invisable

Sometimes I want to disappear
Close my heart and have no fear
I reach out to you but you don't see
I cannot explain the empty feeling inside of me
I've tried to explain it before
I start with saying I feel nothing but then I'm not so sure
I feel quite happy when I'm asleep
There are many dreams I wish to keep
Sometimes I want an endless dream
At least that's how I want it to seem
Sleeping forever and waking never
It's like there's a secret hatch
I just cannot find the lever
People surround me and try to make life livable
But I really wish I was INVISABLE

 Here Is one of my many poems. Please enjoy and tell me what you think.    2011-03-02 09:11:57 ET
Haunted

I'm haunted by so many things
and most people think I'm strange
Weather they know it or not
They're haunted too
But they have no clue
It used to be ok
I would just struggle through the day
I kept everything inside
So now it's gotten worse
What did i do
To be given such a curse
But I will go on
Like I did before
Holding everything inside
Walking with no pride
It kills me inside to know
That I'm to afraid to let my problems show
I wish someone would reach out
Because I'm tired of crying and inside I'm dying.

 Hello To All.    2011-03-01 16:29:42 ET
My name is Madi and I am new here. I read my girlfriends posts and see the comments people post. and I am looking forward to getting to know the people here on Subkultures. I'm not much of a blogger but I do poetry and I will be putting up some of my poems soon and would love your feedback on them.
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