| 2005-02-13 21:28:44 ET
It's almost 2:30am,if I fall asleep now! I won't wake up at all. So I am driving to work in afew .Taking a blankie and pillow, maybe I can catch some z's...Just over tired and extremely restless!
| 2005-02-13 18:57:53 ET
Blah! Just added a pic of me, with my new shaved head on page 2.
| Borrowed from Winter 2005-02-13 18:23:28 ET
YOUR SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL.|
[What year was it?]
Shit! 1990-1991....*Takes out abacus...
[What were your three favorite bands?]
New Order, Nitzer Ebb, Ministry.
[What was your favorite outfit?]
Black tee that said,"Shut up bitch!". My plaid patched bondo pants, braces, patched flight jacket, and mismatched docs(purple and green)
[What was up with your hair?]
Traditional mohawk(then eventually a fishbone hawk),Black with red stripes, and war braids down my back.
[Who were your best friends?]
Dave(a stoner),Clint(a fascist) and Stone(a traditional two-tone skin).
[What did you do after school?]
Hung out in the park smoking and playing video games.
[Did you take the bus?]
Once. Got kicked off for being rude to passengers.
[Who did you have a crush on?]
People that wouldn't normally date guys with hawks!
[Did you fight with your parents?]
[Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on?]
I always thought Cindy Lauper was a hottie:P
[Did you smoke cigarettes?]
Yup and cigars too.
[Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day because you were too nervous to find your locker?]
No. Carried a "pee-chie" folder that was folded in a way, to stick in my back pocket.
[Did you have a 'clique'?]
Nope!Just the guys.
. [Did you have "The Max" like Zach Kelly and Slater?]
Just dumb jocks and over preppy cheerleaders...blah!
[Admit it, were you popular?]
[Who did you want to be just like?]
No one in particular.
[What did you want to be when you grew up?]
An architect, but I suck at math. Then I wanted to be a ghostbuster, and got laughed at by my counselor.
[Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now?]
Either dead in a ditch. Or married with 3 or 4 kids like I really want!
| 2005-02-13 17:53:11 ET
Been stressed for the last 3days or so.Am trying to get my house transfered into my name, but can't due to lack of homeowners insurance.Haven't eaten much, sleeping in spurts, waking up in cold sweats,etc etc...|
Decided to email the ex, and let her know what's going on. So she can at least have her stuff back!Told her she needed to get it at the end of this week, just in case anything should happen. Well, to make a long story short, that ended up a clusterfuck:( Me trying to be nice as always backfires!!!!
Wish I had someone to snuggle with right now and give me a huge hug, to tell me everything is gonna be alright. But I don't....
Ps. Valentine's day fucking suxs....
| Blah......... 2005-02-12 01:43:21 ET
So today is going to be day 6 at work, 52 hours this week, not including today. Plus I have a small side job, up in Boca, to replace/ modify some kitchen valves for a friend of a friend. Main thing is, it's a bit of extra cash in the pocket. Not that I want to go. I'd rather be curled up in bed, hidden under the blankets, hopefully thinking of happy thoughts for once.