2007-05-22 22:01:09 ET




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Well I'm back in Tennessee. It took sometime to get here. And as afew of you may have figured out I'm single again. To be honest I'm hoping that I can get a job, apartment, and then some money put back incase Kitty decides to come to Tennessee. But I don't think she will...

I miss her...

2007-05-06 05:20:24 ET




I am the bastard of today and then some...




Yesterday was a bad day in a really big and awful way. One I worked 20 hours. Then came home at 9:00 am to get a cold shoulder from Crystalis. Which made me even more upset. I nearly killed her out of the house. Then when she argued with me more I nearly hurt her... That day will be forever burned into my skull as the day I nearly became my late grandfather... That's why today I asked Bob again to take me out of the supervisor role. And to give me JUST 40 hours a week with no back to back shifts. I'm having to rethink ways to keep me from getting angry. Because now she won't look at me without those eyes... Those eyes are so sad and deep that when she does glance at me I feel a hollow part of my soul want to die even more. I'll never be able to sleep right from now on. I can't escape her eyes. I just want to cry now each time she hugs me or tries to smile. I feel like a complete bastard. And I am one. I've let everyone and everything get me angry and my anger has nearly caused me to loose the one thing that matters. So now I have to plan a way to get a person to help me with my anger management, and try to earn her forgiveness.

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