| 2006-04-19 09:22:08 ET |
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My grandmother died today. She battled breast cancer for a couple of years. In the end she also had a form of alshiemers and really couldn't understand what was going on or why she was in pain. I am ok with her passing. It's best that she is no longer in pain and confusion. I am going to miss her.
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| Pondering 2006-04-17 07:35:07 ET |
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I start putting the bodice of the wedding dress together today. I realize I could probably make a good living as a seamstress. I, however want to be a lighting designer and that doesn't feel as easy to do. Why is that? The Art you want to do is so difficult to get payed for and the other talent seems to attract more buisness than I really want.
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| My turn please 2006-04-14 23:12:31 ET |
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I feel out of control. There are so many factors spinning and none of them can I stop or fix. I have health problems getting worse. There is an on going fight between David and I that cannot seem to get resolved. My grandmother is in the final stages of her life. at the present moment she is keeping my parents awake every night. I cannot go to tahoe to help because school is ending soon and I have too much to do. I have a wedding dress in the works. One I am sure I should have said no to but well, money is necessary.
It is one am and I cannot sleep.
I cannot make my head stop.
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