| trapped in a network 2005-07-11 19:04:40 ET |
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I have three seperate friends who have invited me to join MySpace in the last week. Do I cave into peer pressure and set up an account with a silly network thingy? Or do I scream no and run away with my arms waving frantically?
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| pick up and keep going. 2005-07-10 20:24:23 ET |
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I had a mental break down this last week. It was ugly. the combined stress of being sick from work, barely making enough money, wedding planning, a house that is way too small to contain what little possesions I own, and an overwhelming sence of not being able to stay on top of everything I need to be doing, I melted on tuesday. I have been tearey eayed and moody since. My sister drove down to see me Saturday and helped me reorganize and clean my room and paperwork. Tonight I am redoing how I manage my bills and deadlines. I have scoped out craig's list for potential new jobs and I went grocery shopping so I could make lunches for david and I for the week.
The following week is Camp.
This is year two with Pine Valley Bible Camp. I am the Girl's Dean this year. This means I am the go to person for anything conserning any female camper or councelor. The camp has a little over three hundred kids so i am not too worried. It will be nice to get away for the week and expend my energies on High school and Jr High kids.
my only worry about camp week is that I am really having a hard time being around a certian couple who are part of the Staff. They are a well meaning but very self centered pair who will over-react if if they feel inconvienced or let down. This Same couple has done nothing but be flakey and hard to do anything with for the last few months. They were good friends not too log ago. I met with one of them on a regular bases to pray and workout together. Now I cannot be in the same room with her without praying to God that I will not say something I will regret. I know that the way i feel is both justified and not right. I need to figure out how to resolve this without explosions or hurting more feelings.
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| I should be sleeping 2005-06-30 23:21:20 ET |
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I have to be awake in a few short hours. I have a really long day ahead of me at work. I can't sleep. I've read, I had a cup of tea, I have layed in bed, and I got back up and watched tv. I'm tired... But I can't seem to sleep.
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