| flatline 2005-12-13 12:13:09 ET |
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broken dreams, pulse slows, fingers so cold, headed for a flatline
without your warmth, i shiver, cast into a cruel winter of discontent
energy sealed, stolen by eyes concealed, only your brightest smile can thaw me
longing for an embrace, never to be realized, days grind me to nothingness
so close, yet i see you past the divide, gaping chasm the muse of tides
if you are my light, i am your shadow
wherever you go, i will follow
if you are my sea, i am your sky
destinies linked, forever tied
in this moment, past frozen smiles, i search your eyes for affirmation
i await, silent, brooding in solitude, searching for charity
a reason to feel, any reason in this coldest season
inner dread, strength fading away, i never thought this would happen again
sinking sensation, blurred vision, emotions severed, dead forever
if you are my light, i am your shadow
wherever you go, i will follow
if you are my sea, i am your sky
destinies linked, forever tied
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| boo lois, yay beer 2005-12-09 17:26:49 ET |
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oh wow, it's been awhile since i have posted here.
so much has changes, yet so much has stayed the same. a year comes to a close and another is born, the unexorable wheel of time grinds us mortals to dust, unaware of our ability to perceive it. as soft snow falls and rises on the streets, so too, does my hope for a better tomorrow. past loves lost and forgotten, every one dulls our senses, allows us a little less capacity for love. a little more impatience, a little more bitterness. alone so long that solitude is comfort, a lovers embrace, a solace from enormity of the world. yet the world itself is a speck of dust in existence, and we are parasites upon that mote. only our thoughts, our deeds, can make us great and worth noting. only our desire to be heard, to be noble in the face of adversity. that is eternity. all ends in futility, but fight we must, even in the knowledge of ultimate defeat. without hope, there can be no struggle, only surrender. without struggle, we are maggots--thoughtless, senseless consumers, feeding on each others' excrement. in the end, 4 words will remain: boo lois, yay beer.
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| strife 2005-08-25 08:50:53 ET |
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dissent runs violent, every moment a bitter conflict
discord, out of sync struggle with what lies inside
dissonance, agony, minds made sick
death backwards to birth, from strife, you'll never hide
forsaken we follow our fobidden minds, going down out of reach
reflect in a world that has been so dark and hollow
(from strife, you'll never hide)
unchecked aggression duplicity amplified
the raging beast, monsters masked as humanity
clash of wills, friction fortified multiplied
a trillion times, chaotic interference animosity
forsaken we follow our fobidden minds, going down out of reach
reflect in a world that has been so dark and hollow
(from strife, you'll never hide)
strife is life
life is strife
forsaken we follow our fobidden minds, going down out of reach
reflect in a world that has been so dark and hollow
(from strife, you'll never hide)
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| destiny v1 2005-04-27 17:26:13 ET |
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all roads led to you, always
i thought it happenstance, randomness
journey with no beginning or end, revolving
faith in fate, i had none
if i only knew that you were to be my destiny
i would fallen into your arms
paths crossed-tangled, a web of mystery
wasted all my time--wishing on falling stars
each thread, each fiber of my being
intertwined, intermixed with your essence
wandered needlessly, blind to what was obvious
all roads led to you, always
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| endless (void) v2 2005-04-22 05:09:36 ET |
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vacuum so endlessÑeyes, asphalt skies
enduring emptiness so oppressive
eternally dreaming void no voice no sound
no saints only sinners abound (only sinners abound)
inward existence, demons not exorcised
trauma unendingÑmy emotions sanitized
when i fell, in my darkest hour
rays of light, gave me sight
sifting through memories
i see the core of you
your touch, awakens me
all my fears disappear
melts awayÑsuddenly
your eyes they sing to me
asphalt skies, horizons, perpetual sterile
landscape unbroken, zero frequency
mere mortals trappedÑearthbound
seeking salvation, futile reach for infinity
when i fell, in my darkest hour
rays of light, gave me sight
sifting through memories
i see the core of you
your touch, awakens me
all my fears disappear
melts awayÑsuddenly
your eyes they sing to me
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