i love how everyone i know has this internet clique thing and it is a big secret kept from me. like they all have xanga journals, and nobody invited me. i guess i am too sensitive, but i can't help but feel left out on purpose. i also fould out my boyfriend is on punk date. that is a real super good feeling too...knowing that your sig. other is on a dating page. kinda stings...but i guess he has been on there for a long time. i signed up on it now too. i hate hearing about something like that from other people. oh well. i can take the hint. whatever. i always knew i was not good enough, and thus the eyes stray...and perhaps the heart. fuck em all. this is my damn secret journal. fucking jerks. i bet they sit around and talk shit about me...then people wonder why i am so insecure these days.
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