sad day    2006-04-27 19:03:56 ET
its a sad day
when you relize that no matter how hard you try theres
no changeing anything when you look at yourself and relize your getting
older now ive never been one to believe in age its
just a number made to make you feel sorry for yourself
but it might just be today and yesterday ive kinda been aggravated
i dont understand what makes me so less then everybody eles i understand that im slow it dosnt bother me anymore i understand that i may not be hot i may not be smart or i may not even be an interesting person
but what makes people think their so much damn better that they feel they have the right to critic my being or push me down to a level less worthy of thier presence all the fucking time playing or not i it so bad that i may want to feel love or even beautiful sometimes damn i relize that may be a hard goal but at this rate i would settle for trying. sorry for the post just alittle pissed

     2006-04-26 08:02:22 ET
you should smile more often

 .......    2006-04-21 06:36:38 ET
now i know this is a keith urban song and im not a fan of Country music either but this is a really good song so its called

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

[Repeat chorus twice]

 effortless    2006-04-14 15:15:41 ET
if i could bend around your will
i could find away to make you proud
without going against what i believe
stealing smiles is easier
than watching you fret
that im nothing more than sulfer and fire

today has been really boring actually i got to spend it with kandess though so it wasnt to bad

you know what i hate people want inovation they want creativity they want something different but when it comes along they never want to embrace it
i dont know maybe im just being stupid

i hate it when i say something and its takin differently than i was thinking

ive been feeling alittle distracted lately i think ive been practiceing to much or something i dont know

i hate feeling like theres nothing i can do

me and my mamaw use to walk to dairy dart for ice cream i miss her

i use to skip classes to go practice and smoke i was such a loser

i doubt myself way to much,im not negative i guess just when comes to me i guess i judge to harsh

well thats it for now i know i know it was so intresting haha save some for another post


 dreko the cowardly dov    2006-04-05 22:44:24 ET
so its 3:35 and ive been up for like an hour is that sad or what oh well my moms dovermen is afraid thunder storms thats so weird cause his like im big and bad and then he cowards into the bed during thunderstorms so weird for well thats about all i want to say so bye

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