| Giiiiiiiiirl lemme tell U what....... 2005-09-16 19:09:22 ET
So okay....i have many friends, they have boyfriends, girlfriends, but i didnt know it was okay to like date a married man, who has a baby momma, some other chick knocked up, and a few other bitches on the side...well...all i know is that i have some crazy ass friends....Amber...Need i say more?....|
I stayed last weekend with her.......and her and marpo, *marco* broke up, he left went BACK to his wifes house, and he said he signed the divorce papers....he didnt. stayed with kelly, some chic whos gonna have his kid, im tellin you what, at this point i was confused. Then it was like saturday night, i was tryin 2 chill, drink whatever, we went 2 this like lil pizza shop, marco was there, ambers sister heather took a rock.KEYED his fuckin car....tore that shit UP like 2 grand worth of damage.......and he said it was okay......i was like u dumb ass black man! IDIOT! so marco left, zooter went in orderd a pizza.....we were sittin out side marco got a lil buck, some blond bitch was like leave blah blah blah.....so we cant go back there any more.oh poop! so like.......i just dont know.
so like she kicked him out...41/2 hrs of talking...he came back 2 hrs later snuck INTO the house, took a shower.......i was like u fuckin ass hole. i really dont like him.........idk NOW hes living back there..just makes me mad......someone shoot me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other newz....Im looking 4 a job, cant find one, no one is hiring for hair stylests......and it FUCKIN SUCK!!!!!!!!!!! ASS HHOLES..........ive called........and called.........and called....looking.....not finding shit......ne one need their hair done?.....come on now....i need money!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cryes in the corner* wahhhh* lol ne wayz...thats my fucked up last weekend....how did YOURS go?........
Thank you so much.......
| im done. 2005-08-31 19:24:24 ET
im so fucking fed up im so for real this time, all i wanna do is wash my hands of stupid people. im not in the right state of mind, i feel like shit. i feel as if i nothing left any more and i know i dont and just dont know what to do any more. im tired of the lies and the games and all the bull shit i have to deal with. im done with men, im done with my friends, im done with everything. i just dont know what to do. i just wanna pull out all my hair and scream to the top of my lungs and just faint. i just want to go to the fartherst place away and not come back. i wouldnt even care.im sure no one would. i hate everything and all the people around me. im just gonna say fuck it and not give two shits less about anything.|
Im ruthless,im fat,im annoying,i dont lie,i have no man,i cant sleep,i take to many pillz,i need to stop smoking,i smoke weed,i do other drugz,i need a job,i hate my family sometimes,i have nothing to help my self. Why is that i give so much out to ppl and i get nothing back, no oh thanks, or anything. im so just.........*sighs* done. im so fucking AHHHHHHHHHHH i just dont know. im depressed.im mad, i hate being lied to. my best friend is more worried about where her black boyfriend is than her school..which is sad, her sister is a slut, they both have dick headed boyfriends who use them. wtf am i going to do with my self. i just needed some where to fucking vent. and i cant talk to any one, b/c if i do drama starts and shit gets told that isnt true and i fucking hate that shit. im done........i so fucking done.....
| stolen..... 2005-08-26 11:55:52 ET
1. smoked a cigarette - yes|
2. smoked a cigar - no
3. made out with a member of the same sex - yes
4. crashed a friend's car - i think so...
5. stolen a car - yes
6. been in love - yes
7. been dumped - yes
8. shoplifted- yes
9. been fired - yes
10. been in a fist fight - yes
11. snuck out of your house - yes
12. had feelings for someone who didn't return them - yeah
13. been arrested - been picked up by tha cops
14. made out with a stranger - yeah
15. gone on a blind date - yea
16. lied to a friend - yes
17. had a crush on a teacher - yes
18. skipped school - yes
19. slept with a co-worker - not yet
20. seen someone die - couple times
21. been on a plane - yes
22. thrown up in a bar - not yet
23. taken painkillers - yes
24. love someone or miss someone right now - always
25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - yes...
26. made a snow angel - yep
27. played dress up - heh
28. cheated while playing a game - yes
29. been lonely - yes
30. fallen asleep at work/school - yes
31. used a fake id - nope
32. felt an earthquake - no
33. touched a snake - yes
34. ran a red light - yes..many
35. been suspended from school - yes
36. had detention - yes
39. witnessed a crime - no
40. pole danced - ah good times...
41. been lost - yes
42. been to the opposite side of the country - no
43. felt like dying - yes
44. cried yourself to sleep - no...
45. played cops and robbers - yes
46. sang karaoke - nope
47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't - SO many times
48. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - yes
49. caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes
50. kissed in the rain - yes
51. sing in the shower - Hehe yeah
52. made love in a park - no
53. had a dream that you married someone - yes
54. glued your hand to something - duh...
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - nope.
56. worn the opposite sex's clothes - yes
57. been a cheerleader - no
58. sat on a roof top - i like that shit.
59. didn't take a shower for a week - 2 days
60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - no
61. played 'chicken' - yes
62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - yeah
63. been told you're hot by a complete stranger - few
64. broken a bone - no
65. been easily amused - oh yea
66. laugh so hard you cry - yea
67. mooned/flashed someone - yes
68. cheated on a test - yes
69. forgotten someone's name - yes
70. slept naked - yes
71. gone skinny dipping in a pool - all the time!
72. been kicked out of your house - shit i moved out!
73. blacked out from drinking - yes
74. played a prank on someone - yes
75. gone to a late night movie - no
76. made love to anything not human - no
77. failed a class - yes
78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat - yes.
79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours - no
80. cheated on a gf/bf - nope
81. ate a whole package of oreos - i dont wanna be sick.
82. thrown strange objects - all the time heheh
83. felt like killing someone - yeah but no.
84. thought about running away - yes
85. ran away - yes
86. did drugs - sure do
87. had detention and did not attend it - yes
88. yelled at parents - yes
89. made a parent cry - yes
90. cried over someone - yes
91. owned more than 5 sharpies - yeah like 20
92. dated more than 1 person at once - yes
93. have a dog - yeah....
94. have a cat - nope
95. own an instrument - yes.
96. been in a band - no.
97. had more than 25 sodas in one day - no...
98. broken a cd - yes
99. shot a gun - yes.
100.been on okcupid for more than 5 hours - yes