| im free im free im free at last! thank god! 2005-08-25 12:24:21 ET |
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FINALLY! after one year of beauty school..i graduated....all the drama and the bull shit and tha lies and shit. OVER. the girls and all of the perms i didnt want to do. OVER. all my requests and the ppl im gonna miss. OVER.. but thats one of the things im going to miss. me and my girl cat finally did it. i feel as if i did my self a great thing in my life. im so proud of my self. i feel as if a million pound rock has been lifted off my shoulders and its great =) so now all i have to do is wait and take my boards.... *scared* i found out that my gurl angela who graduated like a month ago, her paper work wasnt right the address wasnt right so that makes me wonder if my teacher actually knows what shes doing? i mean come on now! get shit RIGHT!
so now...im going to take me some time, collect my thoughts.....and chill.the fair starts tomorrow.me and sum friends are gonna go saturday im excited....cant wait..the fun, my old friends, the food, the rides, the dreby...thats like the best part of the summer....geez im such a lil kid.
As far as everything else..im sad....Today, one year ago my best friend Charles Russell Cecil died today....im sad cuz hes not here, and i miss him so much and im kind of depressed cuz this was the day he died, and this was the day today that i graduated..it hurts me, but i know hes in a much better place....it makes me want to live my life fuller, do more things with my life. i miss him dearly....he was my best friend.and ill never 4 get him.... *sighs*
Thank you.
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| fuckin drama 2005-08-13 17:13:37 ET |
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so its like this, im tired of drama, i need a vacation, i hate bitches, im so fuckin stressed. which sucks so much ass. im so broke, im looking for a job, its going alright i guess, but its not good enought for my family. *they are also getting on my fucking nerves.* men are assholes. beauty school has turned in to the 7th grade, bitches who talk shit, run their mouths, and just start shit to start shit. and boy i tell you what since last september it has gotten really fucking old. the last 11 months havent been exactly fun. i think i need to quit smoking, but if i do ill prolly end up killing my self cuz idk i just feel better when i smoke a cigg. *and for those who dont smoke, can kiss my ass at this point i dont give a shit* sorry. Im a very blunt person and i dont give a shit i really dont.
i just dont know what tha fuck im going to do any more..?
Thank you...
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| Umm ya no what.........uhh huh.... 2005-08-09 13:21:47 ET |
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Ummmmmmmmm Right.......
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