I am horny. But only for *JOSH*. Usally when I get this way I just listen to sexually explict lyrics. But my freands have all my SEXrap. Its depressing. I want him. I wish I could stop obssessing.|
My mother doesn't approve of him b/c he is iggnoring me. It might be in my. It might just feel that way cuz I want his full attention. Mabey these are just the things I am telling myself to prevent heartbreak.
OK I do talk about hot guys alot but he is the only one that I have actually thought of this much.Its not fun.