i like.. 2009-12-17 18:52:03 ET ...that you fall asleep watching cheesy little kid movies... and... that you text me goodnight even though we haven't been talking that much. i miss your heart. and i like the shade of blue that your eyes are lately. it makes it less painful to look at them. 3 comments 2009-12-13 13:24:27 ET you're an asshole. you're just pissed cause i wouldn't fuck you. and now you're using my shit that i confided in you to get into another girls pants? wow. pretty fucking classy. keep my name out of your mouth. and i can't believe you would manipulate my situation right now to try and get into MY pants. you don't care about me. you just saw me as a vulnerable girl. guess what? i'm not that fucking girl. fuck you. the end. 14 comments Going home... 2009-12-13 06:39:42 ET ...on tuesday. Thank God. I need to get away from myself. I'm not sure if going home will do that. Almost seems like I'm out of the frying pan and into the fire, but we'll see. I can't wait to be done with KS. I want to move and start my own life so bad. It's going to be scary moving to a new place where I don't know anyone, but I think it will be better for me than staying here. It's always the same shit here...the same drama. I need to be on top of a mountain and breathe the fresh air and know that I don't have to fly across the country to get that feeling. Now I'm rambling...oh well. This next month should be interesting... "Built For Sin" - Framing Hanley 2009-12-12 16:29:27 ET There's a train leaving town, If you hurry up I think you just might make it Dammit I hope you make it Conscience is a faint, unpleasant sound, You've worried enough, but here's your chance so take it Dammit I hope you take it A heart attack is sleeping in your chest, waiting until the timing's best So make a move, while you're still breathing Say so long to innocence From underneath the evidence You taste like Heaven, but God knows you're built for sin There's a lie, for every truth, If you take these pills, I think you just might make it Dammit I hope you make it When you were mine, was I for you, Just one cheap thrill just to help you make it Dammit I hope you didn't fake it Hypocrisy has really aged you well The white on your nose is your secret to tell So you should speak, while they're still listening Say so long to innocence From underneath the evidence You taste like Heaven, but God knows your built for sin You can scream out loud But your pain falls on deaf ears This is where you've brought yourself And this is what you've always feared There's a faceless crowd, with no sympathy So you can scream out loud But there's no one listening Say so long to innocence From underneath the evidence You taste like Heaven, but God knows your built for sin 2009-12-11 07:43:17 ET Why do i have so much faith in you? Does this make sense? What does it mean when you have such blind faith in someone when everything seems so dark? I feel like we're standing on opposite sides of a door. And we both have things to take care of on either side, but neither of us can resist sitting by the door and knocking quietly and hoping for a knock back...and smiling and knowing it will be ok when we do hear it. 4 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 45 46 47 48 49 » 52 [Next] Back to *heather*'s page