|Squishy...||2009-12-21 22:22:55 ET|
There is a VERY big part of me that wonders if we could be together again, but....it just wouldn't work. I don't doubt your feelings for me and you shouldn't doubt mine for you, but I can't give you what you want. I can't be in a relationship with someone when i'm completely stupid for someone else. You had your chance...and you gave it up. Now I want to see what my future brings with someone else.
I will always love you in some way, but not in the way it was and I am truly, deeply sorry for that. We had our chance and now we move on. It breaks my heart to make this choice but I know it's for the better. I don't want to hurt you and you don't want to hurt me. You are better now. You learned what you needed to...but sometimes those people you learn from don't always make it to the end with you. Sad, but true.
I wish more than anything right in this moment I could just say fuck it and be with you again. I wish you hadn't had to lose everything to see what you had...and I wish I hadn't had to bear that weight...