| 2009-03-04 10:46:36 ET
spring break is next week thank god.|
were just going to spend the week in new orleans instead of splitting it half and half.
i'd really like to find a beach to go to,but thats only if i can get off these gd meds soon enough(i have to avoid direct sunlight when im on them)
sarah turned 18 yesterday,on friday were going to get tattoos together.
i havent been going to school like i should because ive been sick.which makes me feel absolutely worthless.
my family is still living with me.which only makes it worse.
3 days till spring break.
| 2009-02-21 19:09:13 ET
spring break in 2 weeks and i can't wait.were spending 3 days in new orleans and 3 days on the gulf coast in a cabin.holyjesusfuck i cannot wait.|
i just want to sit on a beach and here nothing but pure golden silence.
thats all i want is to be alone in a silent room.no tv,no music,no talking,no electronics. just silence.
i havent had silence in god knows how long.i havent been alone in longer.
and i am a person who deeply enjoys her alone time.i grew up in a very large and loud family.i moved out when i was 18.now their living with me.in my 1 bedroom.all of us.i havent slept well in about 4 to 5 months,which is how long they've been staying with me.
their loud.and they watch tv ALL THE FUCKING TIME.i had no fucking idea that Law and Order was on literally 24/hrs a goddamn day.my mother claims not to be able to sleep without the tv on.i cant sleep with it on.i come in and their asleep,i turn the tv off and wake up about 30 mins later with it on agian.
i really wouldnt care if it were just my grandmother.i could put up with anything from her,because i cant even imagine how much shittier my life would have been with out her being there as the parent.but the rest of my family is so shitty.their just bad people.like refuse to get a job and pay off our light bill bad people.or steal $200 from my older sister while shes in the hospital bad.
i currently have no job.im paying bills off of scholarship money from school.i'm moving out of my house 3 months earlier than planed just so they'll have to go back home and quit living off of me.
| note: 2009-01-04 20:20:25 ET
i would like to revise the post below,where it asks if anyone close to you has died in '08.|
at exactly 11:28 on dec.31 2008 a kid i grew up with was hit and killed on his motorcycle by a drunk driver.
it wasn't enough that he was drug some 10 feet by his bike,but once he hit the pole his bike proceeded to catch fire,with him pinned beneath.
ha.funerals tomorrow.everyone i grew up with will be there.one big drunk happy reunion.
ive already had quite a few drunkin 3 am visits.
| 2008-12-30 13:16:46 ET
1. Where did you begin 2008?|
with a bunch of friends.well,most of them were friends at the time @.@
2. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
modeling.i like it kinda.idk.good money.working in a haunted house.i really miss that job.
3. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
hell no. i dont remember what it was,but i broke it. next year,im going to try to stop cursing in front of my mother and grandmother.its giving them a complex.
4. Were you in school (anytime this year)?
yea.fucked up my first semester a bit.ill try to do better this year.
5. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yea.her third baby.
6. Any new additions to your family?
not that im aware of.
7. Did anyone close to you die?
8. Did you know anybody who got married?
no one got married in 08.but in 09 im being suckerd into maid of honor for renees wedding.and ill be going to wills once he gets out of AIT.
9. What countries did you visit?
10. How did you earn your money?
radio station still,mystery caller,movie theatre,a little modeling,and a haunted house.
11. Where did most of your money go?
12. Did you have any encounters with the police?
a few.nothing that i did myself,always because of the ppl i was with.more so recently tho.
13. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
14. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
nov.4th.we set off fireworks while our neighbors unloaded clips.will was bein a bitch cause obama won.but it was a good night.
15. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
school.staying with a boy longer than 3 weeks.not being charged with assault.woo hoo!
16. What was your biggest failure?
im still in memphis.
17. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i was in the hospital for about a week.lame.
18. Where did you go on holidays/vacation?
19. What was the best thing you bought?
20. Whose behavior merited celebration?
nobodies.we're all very badly behaved children down here.
well,maybe cierra,for staying out of everybodies business like i wish i could.
21. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
whitneys.that level of complete selfishness and laziness ill never understand.
22. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
alkaline trio and rise against playing together.the spirit.i dont get excited about much any more
23. Did you move anywhere?
new house,same shitty neighborhood
24. Where do you live now?
25. What memorable shows/events did you see in 2008?
alkaline trio in little rock.then alkaline trio and rise against in st.louis.tom gabel at the hitone,where i discovered im in love with tim barry.yea...
| 2008-12-16 13:43:47 ET
i am all tapped out today.|
sorry,cant solve you problems.
please go to the back of the line and wait your turn.