| Here---Gravity Kills 2004-02-24 20:07:30 ET |
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Looking through your window,
a million miles from me
My ears are bleeding from the silence,
echoing like rain
I cannot see,
leaping from your window,
the fall to set me free.
A leap of faith is all I ask.
Remove myself from all that used to be.
Now I'm here for all to see,
everything torn out of me,
Too late to drown in all my doubt.
Too much too late to sort things out
When the clock is ticking, a twisted face I see,
My sight is blinded by the darkness,
It doesn't mean a fucking thing to me,
Turning from my window,nothing phases me
I built this perfect little hellhole.
It seems to be the perfect place for me,
Now I'm here for all to see.
Everything torn out of me,
Too late to drown in all my doubt
Too much too late to sort things out...
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| *dances around in funny 80s rag clothes* 2004-02-24 14:24:02 ET |
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sorry "Love Is A Battlefield" just came on my media player..hehe makes me giggle. And who can help but dance when that song comes on? Hehe ...just like they do in the video cause it's all choreographed and it's funny has hell...and pretty much everyone at least knows the beginning shoulder part cause well...we were all subject to that damn stupid video.
Well most of us at least...
Anyway..not that I'm done with my pointless rant on Pat Benatar..haha. wtf? not sure where that came from.
I'm going to go get me some food now, as you may have noticed, i should be in class but I feel like shit ...a little better now then I did an hour ago when I was supposed to leave for class...almost puked...ewwww.
So it's food, and then taping last weeks Queer Eye episode, then taping this weeks Law & Order:SVU...then at midnight i MUST remember to tape this weeks Queer Eye or mom will be uber mad that I keep forgetting to tape them so she can see them. Then I get to stay up and watch them all *dances around some more*
oOOOooooooooOOooohhhh...Kittie just came on...man I love my new playlist hehe...fun stuff!
Umm...ok off to get food now...
"How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair
And how many times do you swear that you'll never love again?
How many lonely, sleepless nights
How many lies, how many fights
And why would you want to put yourself through all that again?
"Love is pain," I hear you say
Love has a cruel and bitter way
Of paying you back for all the faith you ever had in your brain
How could it be that what you need the most
Can leave you feeling just like a ghost?
You never want to feel so sad and lost again"
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| I missed this cd... 2004-02-23 21:58:17 ET |
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You like snow but only if it's warm
You like rain but only if it's dry
There's no sentimental value to the rose that fell on your floor
There's no fundamental excuse for the granted I'm taken for
'Cause it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you
You like pain but only if it doesn't hurt too much
And you sit...and you wait...to receive
There's an obvious attraction
To the path of least resistance in your life
There's an obvious aversion no amount of my insistance
Could make you try tonight
'Cause it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you
To you, to you, to you, to you, to you...
There's no love no money no thrill anymore
There's an apprehensive naked little trembling boy
With his head in his hands
There's an underestimated and impatient little girl
Raising her hand
But it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you
To you, to you
get up, get up, get up off of it
get up, get up, get up off of it
get out, get outta here, enough already
get up, get up, get up off of it
wake up
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| Well 2004-02-23 18:23:14 ET |
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I'm feeling better today then I did yesturday...well emotionally at least , physically not feeling so well but that will pass soon.
Though I'm feeling better than yesturday, I still feel distant from people I wish I didn't feel distant from. Oh well, it will improve soon as well I do hope :)
<3 much love to all <3
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