i feel like i am lower then scum. everyone i hang out with makes me feel like this (not you all but some). i feel like i am not good enough at anything. that i just exsist here for no reason, but another worthless human-being to laugh at and point and make fun at me for not being good or lame (for some reason). i feel i am not good at anything at all. i fail at everything i do and that i can not be better at anything. I JUST WANT TO THANK THOSE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW!!! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!!!! from today i am hanging out with people that make me feel like i am a human and have worth to them.
(i will be a good bass player one day, you will see me on the cover of bass player mag. one day. i will mean something to all of you one day, and i won't be an arragant fuck about it ether. a respectable human being to look up to)
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