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  | 2005-05-09 19:44:21 ET |  |  | It's the truth though... 
 Rain is the best thing in all the land.
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  | 2005-05-06 22:44:07 ET |  |  | I have a piece of construction paper On my chest in the shape of a heart.
 It's tied with white kite string
 And splashed with red finger paint.
 It wants a loving home
 under magnets on the refrigerator.
 
 It wants to be treasured.
 
 
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  | 2005-05-05 20:31:47 ET |  |  | I expect too much of people. 
 I don't like being just "one of the guys."
 
 I'm giving up too soon.
 
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  | 2005-05-04 13:02:43 ET |  |  | I hate hate hate the process of graduating! 
 
 I think I might hate it more than the soon-to-be RENT movie.  Which is another thing that I'm blowing out of proportion, but that I still hate.  Let's not get into it.
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  | 2005-05-01 19:26:58 ET |  |  | I think more than anything, I hate being boring. |  
 
  | 2005-04-28 08:00:16 ET |  |  | I don't know why I'm even bothering with these fucking scholarships. We all know I'm not talented/smart/ambitious enough to win any of them.
 
 Fuck going to school.
 I want to be a hermit.
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  | 2005-04-24 11:41:02 ET |  |  | Watched Magnolia last night with Nick, Kyler, Kayla, and Rune.  (That seems to be the only group of people I can handle for more than 20 minutes.) 
 It was a good movie, I must say.  Last night I only kind of liked it, but that could be because it's 3 hours long, and it was past 2a.m.  After doing some contemplating and reading (about the secrets!), I've come to the conclusion that I really like it.  Yup.
 
 
 Well, I've got to do some cleaning today, which I am not looking forward to.  And I also have to memorize my lines for Li'l Abner.  Yeah, we have 2 shows next weekend.  It's going to suck.
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  | 2005-04-22 22:31:42 ET |  |  | I hope I'm not addicted to attention, like everyone else at the theatre.  I don't think I am.  Hmmm. 
 Anyway, it's getting warm lately, which is nice, but in all honesty I hate hot weather more than anything.  It will be good for when I do my fingerpaint mural!  Man, I'm excited for that.
 
 
 Hey, we're watching Magnolia tomorrow night after my stupid show, ok?  It'll probably be around 10:30.  I said I wouldn't forget, and I didn't.  :)
 
 
 I want to sleep the afternoon away.  But, I have toothpaste to buy and cars to clean.  Well, just one car.  My car.  It is super dirty though.
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  | 2005-04-21 14:53:57 ET |  |  | When I jumped into that puddle I wanted to drown in it.
 But instead I just got my feet soaked.
 
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  | 2005-04-18 07:40:41 ET |  |  | I hate today. |  |