2011-12-19 12:41:27 ET

I can't believe it's almost Christmas. I'm not sure if that's a good thing.

I'm still paying 100% of the bills -- Greg has been out of work since April. His disbursement from Spring semester will clear before mine so I asked him to pay February's rent... yes, by himself (like I've been doing every month since April, except the one month he paid half). And he threw a hissy fit about how I said he had to have enough money to pay half of moving expenses (yes, duh - I paid for the moving expenses the last 2 places by myself) -- he bitched about this place as much as I did until I said you had to pay half. It's not livable in the summer unless you're cool with the fact that even with a/c (window units) on it won't get under 85 degrees which exacerbates my skin condition and the electric is over $200 a month for our less than 500 square feet. Landlord won't improve insulation or replace the old panel windows which would help so moving needs to be done. Now he's accepted a job on oDesk that pays $60 per batch (which is probably going to take him 4 days+) so he thinks he's entitled to not having to do dishes and just generally bitching at me. Once he finishes this oDesk shit I'm harassing him to go be a telemarketer. They're always hiring and frankly, you've been out of work since April - it's about time you did a job you'd rather not do.. like every job I've had to do.

2011-12-03 11:09:28 ET

Had a good night of inebriated fun last night. Checked my bank account today and found a mysterious Groupon purchase I have no recollection of. Apparently drunk me thinks I need a Spa day as this is what I bought: http://www.groupon.com/deals/the-massage-spa-3?c=all&p=3

Sweet. Drunk me was even nice enough to pick one close by and not like buy me a spa package in Thailand or something.

2011-11-30 05:43:20 ET

Today I got the loading injections of Humira for my skin condition. I am hoping it helps. The two shots were easily the most painful thing I have ever experienced. My dermatologist actually did the injections to teach my boyfriend and mom how to do it as they're going to help me.

2011-11-18 15:33:40 ET

Got my hair cut today.

A facebook friend commented on how it looked like my face was slimming with the weight loss. What do you guys think?

In other news, after a fiasco with AAA that involved finding an unknown contact and getting a conversation with the VP of AAA National, things are getting going again. They've requested we get a second estimate to repair our bike. So, the bike is at Barney's (a dealer) to get that estimate. We will see. *fingers crossed*

In weight loss news I've been on a plateu for like 6 weeks where my weight fluctuates from 267.4-269, so after I tried beating it with different exercise the last 2 weeks I decided to go on a 36 hour "controlled" binge which basically meant still being aware of what I'm consuming. Last night I ate boneless wings and fries, then walked 2 miles to a bar and back where I drank 5 Tom Collins and got so drunk I had panic attacks and cried for 3 hours - I don't think Gin and I are friends and yes I'm a light weight. Yeah, Greg is still mad/annoyed at me for that one - I think I need to stick to rum and coke and a 3 drink maximum. I don't know, I guess I just get sad when drinking gin. Is it just me? Today I ate toast with peanut butter for breakfast, a kids meal at Checkers, some pizza for dinner, and I'm grabbing sushi with le boyfriend and a friend of ours in an hourish. Then tomorrow morning it's back to counting calories and Monday we will see if my adventure helped by making my metabolism freak out. If nothing else, I bet I lost 10 pounds from gin shits today. My stomach is still on edge, not even sure if I'm going to drink at all tonight. Maybe something fruity and super girly with my sushi.

In medical news, my Humira came in today. My dermatologist was super effective at getting the insurance company to cover it for off label usage of treatment of my hidradenitis suppurativa. I'm supposed to start it Sunday after verifying my TB test is negative tomorrow afternoon and getting a flu shot. I even got a sharps container. And looking at it makes my belly turn, flop, and otherwise causes discomfort. I'm going to get my mom or Greg to inject me... I don't think I can do it myself.

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