|6 months||2011-01-02 10:14:19 ET|
My husband comes home in June. It can't get here soon enough. I miss him so much and its getting harder and harder to cope with. I find myself in mood where almost anything can make me burst into tears. I'm terrified that when he comes home they are going to send him to a duty station that will be going on a deployment. Korea isn't considered a deployment so they technically can send him right back over seas. I think I will lose my mind if that happens.
On a dif. note we have talked about baby number two for a while. We tried before he left, but were unsucessful. Starting now I am going to get my body baby ready. I have been looking at all the foods that should be eaten during pregnancy, and am going to start taking a prenatal vitamin. I have made an appointment with the doctor to get a check up and am going to start being a lot more active. Its not about losing the weight any more although that is part of it, I want to make sure that I can get pregnant and that I will have a non complicated pregnancy when I do get pregnant.
I am sure that it won't happen right away but I just have to accept that I am doing my part and when/if God is ready for us to have another baby it will happen.