| What's going on 2007-01-22 12:20:45 ET
I've been having a hard time not spending the night at his house.
He thinks I'm crazy and calls me beautiful all the time. But he was in a relationship for 5 years...and now I hear he's a bit of a hoe thoug he claims he's only been with 7 girls. I'm just gonna take it easy and do my best not to fall for him.
He applies for his residency tomorrow.
| m2 Modeling 2007-01-14 07:43:18 ET
I started an alternative fashion modeling/talent agency.|
Based in Florida.
Yep. That's basically what I've been up to.
| Jeremy 2007-01-04 09:08:07 ET
How do I summarize the events that have occured over the last 2.5 weeks?|
With incomplete sentences.
Had 400 dollars stolen out of my car.
Met a boy.
Fell in love. Hard.
He fell too...
Weve been together just about every day and night sence.
He asked me out the day after Xmas.
I paint for him.
We had crazy sex last night and he pulled his back
Now he's grumpy and can't really move.
So I'm gonna drop off a therma back thing at his work today...
Except I left my cell phone at his house
and my car is being reupholstered...
and they're gonna call my cell when its ready
but its at his house...
I also need to call my agency and photogs...
but guess where their numbers are?
Yes. On my cell.
| Madison, The Gypsy 2006-12-24 08:25:59 ET
I want to run.
I can't help it. Some people live their whole life in the same town having never moved more than once or twice. From the beginning, I moved on almost an annual basis. All over the US and after I was 16...all over the world.
It was addicting, but it was all I knew. Maybe it was easier to run from my problems then face them. Maybe it was just a constant need for new scenery. Maybe it was because I was always lonely because I was always the new kid.
I haven't seen some of my best friends in two years.
Ivan said Audrey Hepburn and I look similar. He's full of it, but that made me happy, thanks sweetie hahaha.
One time a gypsy threw a rock at my chaperone in Russia. I relate to them. Not because I throw rocks or don't bathe... but because we can pack up our things into bags...granted mine are two oversized suitcases, and dissapear.
Maybe I'll stick it out this time for a while longer. Just to prove that I can.
Plus, its times like these when people show if their truly a good friend...few do, but at least you know. 2 for 1 shots at the local gay club also help.
I miss Jody :(
| Fun. 2006-12-15 10:50:50 ET
It's been a slow week, yet I dont know what happened to it. Its already over.|
No big plans for tonight... possible party at Scott's house, but I want to go downtown.
I'm not over Lou and don't plan on being over it any time soon. I think of him everyday and I cry. He didn't deserve to die the way he did. I made him a promise I couldn't keep and when I saw his little grave today..adorned in home depot potted flowers, I cried and apologized.
Photoshoot tomorrow... I don't know the details. I have a interesting shoot Wednesday and Thursday. My shoot is Thursday for Guess, then I stay over at a hotel and do make up for two other models for another shoot the next day. Should be fun. I love staying in hotels, so I would've done the make up for free, really, just to have a night in one... I'm weird like that.
I think about getting a new kitten...I dont know if I'm ready and I do know I'll never find another cat like Lou... you just dont find cats like that everyday... But I think if its meant to be, I'll run across one that needs a home.