If i could    2006-02-08 04:38:51 ET
i know it now
i have fallen in Love
so deeply

every time he laughes i fall in love

all i want to do is just hug him so much
and just never let go

we are such an odd couple though
EXACT opposites

im messy
hes clean

hes religous
i say God(s) who?

he Loves all that mainstream rap and r&b crap
i would rather shave my skin off (ohh ouch)

but we are so wonderful together

pics to come soon


 today.    2006-01-30 03:59:35 ET
things have been so right for me.

i went from sad lonely alcoholic

to a centered (sorta) happy person

i owe it all to one night of fate

one night of loving friends

and one night where one boy stole my heart with one kiss (ohh how cliché)

i no longer lay in the bed and just sleep my days away
i have a reason to get up
i have a reason to do what im suppose to
before there was no drive for me to do anything
but now when i wake
and he is there beside me
passed out
talking in his sleep
i tear up

how long have i waited for this Subkultures?
you (journal and SKer's) have been there through alot of shit with me
you heard my prayers
my hopes
my crushed hearts

and now
i have found a place inside me
that i never knew existed

total happiness
with myself

Thomas makes me feel whole

there was always a piece of me missing
and now i have found it.

i knew it was right from the first time he walked into the door

i knew it was him
because when i saw him

and now

after my classes
i am going to take my music
and go to a park
and just walk with myself
and be happy.

that is one thing i have never been able to do.

 Holy (fuck.)    2006-01-20 11:43:41 ET
well there is Finally a Theatrical trailer for the Silent Hill movie...

and when i saw it

i got off a little.!!


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