Let me out.    2003-09-29 15:30:53 ET
thats all i want
to leave
i want to go somewhere that isnt full of shit

away
somewhere not here
im sick of the shit i have to tred through everyday
to live
all i have is One year
and im gone

its to far

i cant stand
the ways that all this happens
why cant we be happy
all i want is to be happy
i wear a mask
no one rweally sees me
just
when i look in the mirror
i see the hate
the lonelyness
that is me

i see a person that
was in love
a person that was happy
but no longer
i am alone now
no one is really here anymore
i am alone
no one here
suffering alone in my corner

but no one really cares
"hes just over reacting"
they dont see me
they just see the skin
not the heart
they will never understand
even if they did
it would be a joke
then they wouldnt be there at all

i want out
but i dont know where i want to go
back to love
that is the only happiness i get
to be with my loved ones
and they are gone

life is fickle



live while you can







.
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 Night    2003-09-28 17:23:45 ET
tonight is the first night of fall to me
its very cool out
clear skys
wind

soo pretty
i love nights like this

i could stand outside all night

people came home this weekend
fun
i made new friends
Aileen, Ginny, Ronnie.
and
Sarah, Tiff G., Charity, Joey B., also came home.
happiness

but it wont last
i have to return to school
and put up with shit
from people
that once mattered

oh well
we live
and move on

its amazing how people change
how they never care
foranyone
but themselves

no concern but with them

move on
he cant
why
is he mad
why does he care
she dosent care
he dosent want to let go
but he knows
its gone
so he gets pissed
and moves on







*end*




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 HAHAHA    2003-09-26 08:18:45 ET
no i really dont usually do this
but
if anyone knows the band Sigur Ros
you know their all searous all the time
well look at these pics of the band

i havent laughed so hard it some time!!
HAHAHAHAH

great!!


EVEN BETTER!!!!

i swear whan i say these i laughed so hard i cried!!
hahaa
woo hooo

oh yeah
i dont have school today
yay!!


*UPDATE*
CORRECTION
THIS IS ALMOST AS GOOD!!!!

http://daimaoh.kir.jp/ho/menssom.htm
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