what its like to be alone    2003-10-13 14:15:08 ET

just when i think that i fell better i begin to feel worse people like me people want me but i dont want them i want to stay out of relationships but i feel so alone all i want to do is go somewhere alone but there is nowhere to go i want to be loved but i dont want to go through tourment last time screwed me up i thought today was good but it was ruined by a raised voice in the morning i cant go without seeing your im drained i really cant take this much longer no one seems to be there anymore no ones as close as they use to be im numb to the world now i go i walk i see i drive i sleep nothing more nothing less it will never end and i know it will never begin over. 3 comments

Bliss    2003-10-11 09:50:59 ET

im listning to Godspeed you!Black Emperor lift yr. skinny fists like antennas to heaven! its such a wonderful song im FINELY staring a band a inturmental band with me Guitar ashton chello nathan bassoon/ piano casey violin i really hope that ashton can find the AV its a scientific music maker basicly radiohead uses one. and thats what ill also be playing all we really need is a drummer bass and maybe a few other people and itll be great were going to praticed on next sat i hope it works man i had a shitty week mid-terms suck ass had a crappy week but last night made up for it PARTY!! sarah had her anual halloween party i went as Spike Spegal its was fun i wanted to stay the night but didnt oh well man i really want this CD GY!BE lift yr. skinny fists like antennas to heaven! hope. 18 comments

randon    2003-10-06 15:20:05 ET
randomnes here is a tattoo thats cool nifty but this is my fave....i love it...dont know if i would do it.... i like im SOO TIRED need sleep im burning up!!! man and i feel sick i think i might be getting sick like everyone else at my school blahhh i feel crappy... im out! 5 comments

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