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  | Lone Love against the world    2003-07-27 16:55:35 ET |  |  | i got to spend most of the day with nesa, even though we were puttign up an above ground pool it was still fun....she ran around looking and acting like ET. hillarious. 
 im semi-happy i have to go to school tomorrow to get my schedule and parking permit.
 
 then tuesday i have to go to the damn dermitologist, and hopefully band praticie.
 
 little nicky is on, such a good movie.
 
 <Love is in my brain>
 
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  | Movie    2003-07-26 17:06:56 ET |  |  | im watching Magnolia. Its a very intresting movie,
 im kinda lost i didnt get to see the first of it
 but its really giving me mixed emotions.
 its sad in a very strange way.
 i think ive found a new fave movie
 
 Im alone.
 
 I feel alone.
 
 why do i feel like this?
 
 help me.
 
 do i miss you?
 
 do i?
 
 it eats me alive.
 
 why am i?
 
 i wish i could kill it.
 
 i wish it away.
 
 i am not.
 
 not?
 
 yes? why?
 
 him?
 
 why?
 
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  | Morning    2003-07-26 06:24:23 ET |  |  | I realized that i would really love to go to Rio 
 dont ask why, just seems like a nice place
 
 boredom insues today, nothing much to do, i want to go out and stay out all damn day.
 
 being home really pisses me off. they want me to do all this shit, and get nothing in return.
 
 poop
 
 yesterday was kinda fun, sarah and tiffany came over yesterday, fun fun, we hung and flung.
 
 nesa comes home today! ive missed that one. excitement.
 
 i need a new avatar. that is next on my list!
 
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