long time low    2005-08-28 02:27:58 ET
i think im suffering from "nobody cares about me" disease..
ive pushed everybody away and have got nobody..
nobody to talk to, to hang around with, to tell secrets to..
u dont realise what youve got until its gone and this has made me realise that..
the person you love most always slips away from u, no matter how much love you giv them even when u hug them when theyre sad, kiss them on the forehead, tell them its ok..
cry tears for them in sympathy.. no matter what u do.. u try to please them n then they think ur obsessed...
im a very empathetic person...
i love everything and everybody too much
i think thats why i hate myself so much..
love you all xoxo

 chasing..    2005-08-19 02:50:27 ET
now tell me..
if u like/love someone/something enough, should u spend ur entire life chasing it?

 bad moods    2005-08-15 02:31:31 ET
been havn extreme mood swings lately..
im turning into a real bitch!
ah well.. dnt hav friends n e ways... might as well b one!
im heaaaaaps tired!
gota stay in sydney tomorrow night.. getting a dance costume fitted and made.. great!
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 im a weirdo    2005-08-09 03:16:47 ET
i just realised how weird i am..
the i guess its the main reason i hav no friends n e more..
im a weirdo..
i wish i knew why i was so dumb.
im a violent, crazed bitch who has no idea of how life really works..
ur meant to hav a group of mates right? n ment to enjoy life at least a little? meant to hav free days instead of being stuck raising ur younger siblings? meant to hav a dad whos not a drugfu#ked alcoholic?
i dno exactly wat i need, but i need some form of escape..

 reveal me    2005-08-06 02:10:32 ET
You may ask me 5 questions, anything.

No matter how personal, dirty, private or random - I have to answer them honestly. In return, you have to post this message in your journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

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