im lost.. forever..
i think ill never find my place in this world...
i have loved the love of my life for 3 years n hes on heroin for fuks sake...
all i want is to speak to him.. see how hes doin...
where r my freinds?
i tell u where... in my head.. non-existant
i think i wana kill myself...
my computer has a virus.
fucking great.
now it wont do anything.
thank god my brother's a computer nerd he might fix it.
i hate school.
save me.
i love you all.
take me back to the 90's so i can go to a smashing pumpkins concert!
xoxo
ok im so freaking sick n my glands r so freaking swollen that when i move my neck im in pain!
im feeling very stressed, yet dazed and empty..
doing a monologue for drama on emptiness. the teacher will probably think im a heaps good actor because when i read over it i cry so imagine acting it.. its cause it comes from the heart..
:|
love you all
xoxo
strat