No wonders now    2004-03-29 18:44:32 ET
If I had any doubt in my mind this confirmed it

You got 17 points from 22 questions. You are 22.727272727273 % pure!

Wow! You are a true Marijuana canna-seur! You know when to pass it, who’s got the best buds right now, and are probably a human scale

     2004-03-29 17:01:35 ET
Today was shit once again all thanks to Steve at work. I swear one day I'm going to cook his fucking head on that grill.

But Jill has me set on the idea of cookies. I think I'll make some chocolate chip cookies... If I have all the stuff to make it with that is. I'm not sure if I have brown sugar or not. Well enough I have baking to do!

 After work    2004-03-28 17:20:08 ET
Well after work I went out and got blazed with a few coworkers and went folfing for a little while. That was tons of fun until two of us lost our discs... oh well

Me and DRock got back to Wendys after folfing and decided it would be fun to hack. We were in luck I had my dirt bag so we began and then 3 or 4 people got on break so we smoked again and had a huge hack session for about 4 hours all because the people who got on break got off after the break. It was a good night!

 Bout that time again    2004-03-28 07:06:44 ET
Fuck ummm I'm sorry guyz but this is probably going to be another ranting about my love life. Just a forewarning, and possibly a lot of randomness in this entry.

Man yesterday I realized how god damn lonely I am. It all kinda started when I saw Lee and Amber, well shit theres not much of a story there, they just looked really happy together something I haven't felt in a loooong time. That just depressed me so I decided to leave before someone asked... I was also chatting with Melissa and Cali yesterday they are the two cutest and nicest girls I have ever met but too young and one of them is hardcore religious so that just fucks me over once again... depression at work, great. I unfortunately found some pictures of me and kristel. I cannot think of one time when I almost started to cry because of something like that. I mean I absolutely hate her and hold her in utmost contempt. But we did have some fun until she got psycho on me and adding onto the other stress I've had lately I pretty much snapped. I'm not sure if I'm gonna disallow the comments because of this one but... I was lookin at Tina's new pictures lol both Tino and Jill look pretty fuckin hot, eh enuff said about that. I have a feeling Jill knows what I'm gettin at. sigh, fuck it. I'm pretty sure if comments are allowed I forgot to cancel em, oh well.

My parents figured out why I don't spend much time at my house. They finally asked. They seemed hurt when I told them. It was because they let my psychiatrist put me in the fuckin Providence center (mental institute) for half a month. They thought they were helping, well fuck that. My home life just got fucking awkward.

I'm losing my friends left and right to the most successful cult in the known history of man. I hate Christianity and Catholocism, well not those two particularly but monotheistic religions in general. Two of my best friends have already given everything up to follow their new religion to a "T". Jesse is getting worried, James is as well. They seem to have tasted a little bit of an imaginary hell and they need comforting. The only comfort is in knowing oneself. Lee's father is a pastor and he's the only one besides me who hasn't been affected by the recent events. I have a feeling it's gonna be me and Lee left standing when this blows over. I may loose a few more friends.

I'm just gonna keep going with this. I haven't gotten to get any of this off my chest and it's feeling good.

I still have nightmares about cliff jumping over the summer. I never thought I would have to watch someone die again. I mean the guy took a running start and missed where he was goin to land probably by like 4 feet and hit rock from a 60 foot drop. He was a mess and spitting up blood, 2 other people here besides me know that I saw this, my family doesn't. Jesse and James were the other two there we had to drag him out of the water and try to keep him alive. It did no good we got to watch him die. This is the third time something like this has happened to me. Once a girl on a bike got hit by a logging truck outside my house, my dad was the only other one around and the trucker drove off, yet another person to die in my arms. The other I saw an old guy in a VW beatle get nailed by a huge Dodge truck. It was just me and my mom, I couldn't handle that one, he was a mess I could barely stop throwing up long enough to get away. too many deaths and too many deaths where I'VE been involved.

I need out this town.
If you've actually gotten this far thanks for being curious I guess. I hope you're not a little wierder for hearing about my life.

 Why is this still happening???    2004-03-27 20:06:26 ET
Okay I have a buddy who stopped partying and listening to all of his music and moved back in with his parents. He did this in a matter of a week. I thought this was quite odd but not as odd as the reason he did it. Like my other friend who thinks he is God, he told me he woke up and saw some demons in his room that told him to burn his cd's, stop partying, and give up his evil ways or he would burn in hell... I have no idea what the fuck is going on anymore. I have lost 2 friends now all because of this religion shit. Now Jesse, hearing this story is paranoid. And he's wondering if he's going to hell. If he flips out too I'm gonna snap, this is too wierd.

But I almost pissed my pants laughing at Lee today. I have a mushroom project going and I have a humidifier hooked up to it. Well one of the hoses came off last night and filled the closet with a cloud. We decided it was time to check on them and he opened the closet door, screamed and ran from the cloud that came billowing out of it. I couldn't stop laughing long enough to find out how they were doing... great times I tell ya

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