EEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!
2002-10-30 16:08:30 ET

haha.. life is just dandy aint it.. gah.. KILL ME NOW.. well.. not yet.. i need to find my nitch.. if i have one.. Guitar.. hum.. music.. school.
Life..
stuff..
smoking..
boring incoherent nonsence.
live or let die..
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well its life
2002-10-29 17:41:17 ET

Well i am going to be seeing a therapist again.. the "specialist" or what ever.. hum.. i will more than likely be on new medication.. Woo frigin woo.. More meds to get used to.. damnit.. any way, i bough Prozac Nation today.. so far it is one of the best books to read.. and is one of the best that i have read.. I read alot.. and i made it my goal to read as many books as humanly possible before i am 21 and i get preoccupied with otherthings..any way, life as usual.. i missed class today because i had to go to the doctor, woop de doo.. any who. i need a life..
to much depression lately.. life is so heavily resting on my shoulders.. Yes i may be built like a linebacker, but its still so heavy i cant seem to bring myself out of bed somedays. it is hard..

Current song: thered by chevelle.
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2002-10-29 12:51:48 ET

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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Starting now
2002-10-29 09:25:48 ET

up dated


Title Authors

Prozac Nation Elizabeth Wurtzell

Bitch Elizabeth Wurtzell

Stranger in a strange land Robert A. Heilein

Starship Troopers Robert A. Heilein

Red Dragon Thomas Harris

The Virgin Suicides Jeffrey Eugenides

Fast Girls Emily White

Conspiracies Lies
And hidden agendas Mick Farren

Fight Club Chuck Palahniuk

Lost Souls Poppy Z. Brite

so far thats what i have.. but i am going to bookmans today.. so i will get more..
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2002-10-28 16:19:52 ET

its so pretty.. i love it..
i bought it yesterday.. its great..


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2002-10-26 13:55:29 ET

Saw the ring today.. creepy movie...
but a very good flick.. i believe i will have to find the original movie and watch it.. because the remake was so good.. :) i like it..
and that girl the one who died in the begining.. looks so much like my cousin Beth..
it was so cool..
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Books I need to read
2002-10-25 07:41:40 ET

up dated


Title Authors

Prozac Nation Elizabeth Wurtzell

Bitch Elizabeth Wurtzell

Stranger in a strange land Robert A. Heilein

Starship Troopers Robert A. Heilein

Red Dragon Thomas Harris

The Virgin Suicides Jeffrey Eugenides

Fast Girls Emily White

Conspiracies Lies
And hidden agendas Mick Farren

Fight Club Chuck Palahniuk

Lost Souls Poppy Z. Brite
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2002-10-24 18:33:58 ET

i edited it..
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Excessive incoherent amouts of rage ahead!!!!!
2002-10-24 07:34:01 ET

GAH!!!!!!!!!! now i rememeber why i dont like guys.. GAH!!!!
i ok.. you know what.. i dont want to ramble.. i will edit later.
Edit:::
GAH!!

Now i know why.. but i was hurt when Jon (my best friend) didnt call me on my birtday.. it made me mad.. then i talked to him last night and i forgot it.. and he told me he was going out with his ex girlfriend.. Whom shares my name..
and what hurts really is that he kissed me on the 5th.. and he didnt have the decency to tell me he was going out with his girlfriend.. not at the time he wasnt but aaaahhhhhh..
damn men
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2002-10-23 15:06:43 ET

I felt so loved.. It is so nice of everyone to wish me a happy birday yesterday.. :) i mean yay.. i was happyy.. it was great..

I spent the evening in Sierra Vista and came home thismorning.. i got to spend some quality time with brenna.. and that was fun.. she peirced my lower conch for my birtday.. :) it kinda hurts still.. but YAY
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