I think about things too much and it's starting to bother me. It wouldn't be so bad if i didn't think about things that are so open-ended, things that don't have answers or the "simple" answer turns into something so far from simple that it seems impossible.
Lately, i've been putting a lot of thought into what i want to do in the future. I have a grand idea but the time and money that i will have to put into it just makes it seem like it will never happen.
Then, i get to thinking about the economy, our government, the world.... ugh! It makes me nauseous.
There this constant hum in my head..thought upon thought upon thought. I just wish I could turn my brain off!
It doesn't help that I'm feeling a little homesick and very lonely tonight.
I'm going to bed and not waking up until i have to go to work tomorrow. crappy-ass work...
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