| 2008-04-10 10:27:45 ET
im counting down the days till saturday.|
not so much out of excitement,but dread.
saturday being my birthday.
i just want it over with already.
i'm waiting to see if our power gets cut off before then.
| 2008-04-03 13:48:29 ET
bomb the music industry and the queers are playing in nashville in june and im super fucking excited.
i need a good show real soon.
i'm increadibly axious today,mainly because i had to sit at table today with a boy i detest and pretend everything was hunky-dorey for my b/f's sake(he's one of his best friends)
it kills me inside not to put a fork in his eye.
here lately it feels like my chest and stomach are locking up together to form this big metal thing in me.
i hate it so.
my birthdays next weekend.
wish me luck?
| 2008-03-24 13:36:33 ET
so,yesterday while i was out with my family doing the easter thing.|
3 of my friends broke into my house,drank a bottle of wine and played katamari while waiting on me to get home.
eventually they got tierd of waiting and came looking for me at my mothers,where i was blissfully asleep.
they woke me up and we went on a run,then ended up at my place and we all got real shitty.
my boyfriend came over and brought a friend,then proceeded to get pissed at me because i was smoking,and i app. didn't "greet" him when he came in...
i ended up getting a little sick,and after everyone left we got into a fight.
its all worked out now but...
i donno,as he explained it,the new relationship thing is starting to wear off,and i guess he's getting scared,because this is the point where i typically start to get antsy and run away.
but,i'm really happy currently,an thouse types of actions are the furthest things from my mind.
i miss thouse boys(the ones who broke into my house to drink wine and play katamari)
an awful lot.
cierras in town all week and im so fucking happy.
i miss that girl more than i've ever missed anybody.
| 2008-03-18 10:59:09 ET
CIERRA'S COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!
| 2008-03-17 11:50:19 ET
sick as fuck.
sssooooo tired of being broke.
i need a better job.
i need to clean my house.
i need things to do this weekend.