goodbye cutting.    2006-03-16 09:27:06 ET
im letting you in under my skin of u i cannot get rid i just sit here and bleed sharp objects i throw i throw in a row i throw and i know that i can be happy without it. 1 comment

another one...    2006-03-12 01:46:52 ET
Im feeling so small I lay down and crawl They don’t hear me call They cant see me fall Im bleeding to death I chose a new path My friends think its fun They tell me : "don’t run" So im taking a rope Im trying to cope Why is it never ok To do things my way? And im pulling it tighter Im starting to fade You can guess what has happened Cause after all im not dead. 3 comments

i wrote this...    2006-03-12 01:28:32 ET

Im sitting In darkness And im lonely. I want to get sucked in And I could swear it just called me And im cold And im scared And it said it will protect me. I want to get sucked in But they’ll say I am crazy And my mother-she'd cry And my dad-he would mourn And my brothers and sisters – They would be all alone And im crying Im mourning Im feeling so cold darkness is here its keeping me warm Im sitting Im smoking Im cutting myself And I know they can hear me Unless they are deaf I was bleeding Stopped breathing On a Saturday night I was cut all to shreds But could not find the light And my mother-she cried And my dad-he did mourn and my brothers and sisters- I left them alone I haven’t stopped crying Or mourning at all darkness had lied It stopped keeping me warm. 6 comments

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