OMG! NiCole Updated!!2002-07-26 18:41:42 ET

holy shit! look I changed my page! department part 2...dun dun dun2002-07-26 15:36:19 ET

Ok, so yeah. I went to the health department. I come back feeling violated. I had to get a breast exam, and a pelvic exam. The septrum hurt, I think it was too big. They did something that made me tear up, cause it kinda hurt. The doctor basically told me " your fat and you need to lose some weight you fat ass!". Then I wanted to go on the shot, but since I was in the hospital for depression months ago, she wont give me any till I'm evaluated by a psychiatrist. So I have to get that done on the 2nd of Aug. The shot can make you depressed or if you already are make it worse. So I have to wait 3 months until the pill is up to get the shot. God damnit! they want me to get pregnant. Cause the shot is gunna be, uh, 0% effective with me, because I can't remember to take it. Fuckers! Pisses me off. I went at 12:30, and should've been done at 1, but wasen't done until 2:30pm. Fuckin shit.Then they made me take E.C (emergancy conerceptive) cause I had unprotected sex. So now I have to get up at 3am to take the other pill.grrr. So yeah, not a fun day at all.
When I got home I took a nap until 6:30pm.Woke up feeling ok.
Right now I'm babysitting 4 heathens. Fun fun fun, NOT!. Oh my. I just wanna run into a wall and knock myself out. I need it. Or I need to go see AJ. Fucker, should've made him go to the health department with me today...
7 comments to the health department.2002-07-26 06:07:53 ET

i'm off title says all...

..dreams must die and be buried...2002-07-25 10:20:35 ET

Ok, so AJ and I had a bad night. We both agreed that the internet is not the place to hold a conversastion like that agian. So we are kinda ok now. He might be, but I'm not,cause he lied. And that hurts. I always thought and he always told me we didn't have to talk about that subject anymore, but apparently we do. So we are, and hes gunna tell me how he really feels. He tells me my feelings are more important than his. I'mma make it a point that he tells me how he feels . I was thinking of moving to Ireland for 6 months for school over there. We had a little talk on it, and he told me some of his feelings, but not all. So if he really doesn't trust me, or is afraid of me leaving for 6 months, then I'm not going to do it. Even though I want to go soo bad. I always said if I was offered to go, I'd never turn it down, cause going to Ireland is my dream since I was a little kid. But I guess you have to make some scarifices for a relationship, and my dream has to be the one this time. Dreams must die. And I must bury it.

2002-07-24 18:55:52 ET

i'm crying at the moment..AJ and I are talking about a sensitive subject..and I hurt him, I hurt him bad..and I feel soo horrible for it. He dont trust me and I know it. He told me it didn't bother him anymore, and he lied to me,because it does.

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