| January 22, 2008 8:25 am 2008-01-22 03:31:08 ET
Laying here trying to sleep which is increasingly difficult with the idiot puppy upstairs that they obviously don't have trained yet. damn thing runs all over and then barks and yelps and whines. i'm almost to the point of leaving them a note on their door and asking if they know that their dog freaks out when they leave the apt. my guess is they don't cause i doubt my neighbor down here can hear it since it seems as tho the dog is located directly above my bedroom ><<BR>
speaking of dogs, my 15 year old shih tzu is being put down Friday. she's having issues walking and seeing so mom can't stand to see her like that anymore. apparently she runs in to a lot of stuff when she is moving and otherwise doesn't move cause one of her back legs is really weak. it's time tho, the poor dog is pretty old. i thought i was going ot be ok with it but it hit me this morning and now i have a raging headache from crying so much. i can't be there when it happens so i'm hoping my mom will be ok. well i know she won't, but i hope she makes it through it ok. i'm going to see if she wants to keep stitch for a while so she isn't completely alone in the house. that's going to be the hardest part for her. i'm worried about depression setting in because i'm not there and now suzie won't be there so she won't have anything to do. i don't know what to do about it though, i already moved out not much i can do to change that cause i'm not going back now. i want to get her another puppy but i'm pretty sure she'd kill me if i did. i'll give it some time and see how she does, if it seems like she needs it then i'll go ahead and get her one. just she's very picky about the kind of german shepard she wants...i'll have to do some research.
i apologize for any spelling or grammar or spacing errors in this, i don't have my glasses on and i can't see the screen well. i'm too lazy to put them on right now since i'm probably just going to roll back over and go to sleep.
i don't know why i'm rambling...guess i'll stop now no one reads this shit anyway hah.
| Saturday, December 29, 2007 11:36 pm 2007-12-29 18:38:12 ET
So I'm guessing if I have a bad day I'm going to have to come here to talk about it.|
Apparently my cousin and her daughter are reporting to my mom about my bad days and now she thinks I'm depressed and not happy.
There's really only so much one person can do when I'm living alone and all my friends live in another town.
I just got here, give me some friggin time to meet new people >< <BR>
I'm not depressed
I'm not unhappy
I'm just fine...stop bugging me about it.
| November 16, 2007 9:29 pm 2007-11-16 16:35:44 ET
So this week I started training at Starbucks|
Please do not hit me up with the "you work for those corporate bastards" ish..I've gotten enough of those speeches and frankly I'm tired of them.
Ever see the movie Almost Famous? Know how they call the journalist kid "The Enemy"? Yeah...that's what I feel like now.
But at any rate, I love it.
Today was the first day I felt useful because I learned how to make drinks.
Once you learn how to make one or two you pretty much know how to make them all, it just depends on what syrup you need, what size they are getting, and if they add any other crap to the drink that doesn't belong ><<BR>
I'm still deciphering (is that spelled right? prolly not) the reading of the cups thing. How they mark them with all teh stuff the person wants...that kinda is a bit confusing, but my trainers are great and I'm sure I'll be pro soon enough.
Also put $200 down on a studio apt in Terre Haute. My drive yesterday to work and back ate half a tank of gas...though I'm not exactly making the big bucks and I'm a little worried about paying bills, I still think in the long run I'll save money...and time. I'm so tired when I get home and it's just from the drive, it's not even from working. Though my feet are killing me.
So my "expected" move-in date is Dec. 1st, but I have until 30 days from today because that's when I gave them the money. It holds the place for up to 30 days so whoot! I have time to save hah.
Tomorrow I'm doing my birthday dinner with the family, even though I still have almost a week and a half til my actual birthday. This was the only available weekend and lord knows when I"ll be not working again.
By next Saturday I'm supposed to be a certified Barista..we'll see how that goes haha.
Umm..oh I met a new friend. His name is Spike and he's a myspace buddy.
Pretty cool guy, he's super sweet and lives around the area so hopefully it'll give me someone else to be social with, not that I"ll have much time to , but it's the thought that counts right?
And before you ask, no his real name isn't Spike, it's Mike, but everyone calls him Spike hah.
Ok I'm done now..
I am still buzzing on caffine but I have to get up somewhat early tomorrow for a haircut so I supposed I should sleep while I can.
Or try to at least.
Night all, much love, hope you are all well..
| November 8, 2007 9:56 am 2007-11-08 04:58:45 ET
I'm supposed to be at work already but I called and told them I was running late.
Not that they care, so long as I show up and get work done that's all that matters. I'll probably force myself to stay til 5 today.
Hopefully things will change soon and I'll get the job at Starbucks.
I really need the extra money
It's only part time but if I work at least 20 hours a week I get benefits which rocks and I get a bag of coffee/tea each week and free drinks while I work...so if I'm not already addicted to caffine (which I am) I'll be worse off if I get this job haha, but hey more caffine = more energy = more energy to exercise = happy tasha!
so yeah let's hope i get the job
now off to my current job
hope everyone has a great day