| 2005-03-06 04:13:48 ET
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
Words added by myself
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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| 2005-03-05 00:42:12 ET
5:35 am on a Sat morning. Crashed out like a dead man yesterday. You know your tired when you fall asleep in your work clothing, complete with protective kneepads!I was oblivious..... Not that I want to go to work today, just need the extra money. Lately with work it's felt like the movie Groundhog Day. Same repetative shite! Yeah...anyhow...Better get in gear, get coffee and be on my merry fucking way......
| Thursday.....3/3 2005-03-03 09:19:50 ET
Doctors offices are fun...not! Got some blood taken today for an allergy test. In return I got a cotton ball and a bandage. I hate needles.....Next up was some small tests to see why two of my fingers are numb. The doctor said I have a traped nerve in my elbow region. And to actually fix it, would require surgery. If I don't get surgery on it, there is a chance, I will loose complete feeling in them, and they will basically become useless! I was also asked if I had insurance. I don't! My company I work for offered it to me. Get this...400 per month, and that's with their contribution of forty something dollars...bastards..... No wonder people loose their shite and gundown others! Going postal at it's finest....
| 2005-03-02 16:16:24 ET
Taking off work tommorrow, have a follow up doctor's appointment from last August. Found out I have a deviated septum. I was told if I had any more problems with sinus headaches or the such, I would be sent to a specialist. That and two fingers on my left hand are completely numb, as if I slept on them. They've been like that for just about a month now. Maybe, as Azmodan suggested, a pinched nerve? Or a flair up of my Reynauds(*form of arthritis.), I just dislike going!|
Then later on a Keyes realtor is stopping by to acess the house...*Keeps fingers crossed..........