funk monkey crunch 2004-04-03 12:34:20 ET i am hung to the uhhhh...well i dont have nuts. so yeh anyways i am suppose to be at work right now. but after yesterdays bullshit i think i might just stay in bed and unplug my phone. fukk em. i am so sick of all the bullshit and lies i get from that place. gah. but the boi is there and i am sooo not goin out tonight. so i wanna see him for at least half of my day. grrr. i wonder what i can do tonight with no money, i still have the dark crystal and rumble fish dvd's wrapped. meh. immma unwrap em and watch them me thinks so. 8 comments waiting for a phone call 2004-04-02 17:50:44 ET waiting for the boi to call. i hope she remebered to give him my phone number. all that crying took alot of energy out of me. i dont want to go out if he wont be out. but i cant kno that unless i do go out. oh gawd. i am so tired and spent. want to curl in a ball and sleep. but dont want to miss out on oppurtunity's to come. what would you do. 6 comments don't you hate it when.. 2004-04-02 15:46:49 ET dont you hate it when you just bottle things up and let it build to the point. where the tiniest thing in the world pops it and you just break down and have a sobfest. oh well i feel a hell of alot better now. the next best thing to sexXx for me is a full on hardcore sobfest. cept now my eyes are all puffy and i am all stuffed up. oh well goin to have a nap then get ready for drunk times tonight. hopefully it'll be great. gottah try and track the new boi down, and tell him to go to sandra's party. i hope i get ahold of him . there is a hockey tournament in town and everyone is goin off. so its so hard to get ahold of anyone. gah. 2 comments so i am told 2004-04-02 13:26:57 ET that working at wal-mart for almost a year now entitles me to a shareholders cheque? just in time for the weekend. i get somthing like a 400-600 dollar cheque. fukken eh. goin to get it now and go to the bank. 5 comments 2004-04-01 12:06:53 ET ok so here is the deal. last night was weird. i was suppose to go out with boi #2 and i told him i whud call at 10:30 pm, and he wasn't home again. so i was all upset again, decided to go out anyways, and to my surprize he was already out, he said he was waiting for me since 8 pm. oh my. so we hung out and it was tonnes of fun, then when we were sitting with everyone even boi #1 and he hugged me kissed my neck then stole a kiss. i didn't even kno how to re3act and i dont even kno whut happened. but he did this a couple times. and it was all unexspected and awkward. that it was only ever a peck, kinda. so does this mean that i was sending him the wrong signals. or wtf, i shud have just listened to everyone else and just grabbed him. fukk, i am in such regret, gah! i hate regrettig things. anyways i am goin to see him at work soon here. and wtf shud i say. this is all so junior high. 8 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 39 40 41 42 43 » 158 [Next] Back to Wasted Youth's page