|xoxoxox||2005-04-04 11:31:14 ET|
so i have this nasty cold or something i dont kno exactly what it is, but its making my head all cloudy and funky.
and making my face feel very tired.
i have to go to the dentist today and get my teeth cleaned at 3 pm.
and its with this new weird one who alot of girls think is HOTT, but i think not at all, and he tries to make small talk and semi flirt with you. its really lame.
he said i have to get a veener for my front tooth. i think its not covered since its mainy a vanity issue and will cost about 500-800 rupee.
i am also going to go in and talk to my boss today, im kind of worried since i missed about a whole week and a half from the whole cracking of the ribs issue.
i called her on friday and left a message teling her i wanted to try and come in on tuesday but she has yet to call me back, so mom said i should just go in and talk to her to show her im ok and shit, even tho my ribs still hurt, its NOTHING like they did and i cant sit in my bed at home forever. i really need to get this fucking computer fixed and a new keybaord, i HATE HATE HATE being so damnbroke how am i suppose to even move back to vic with no money, i talked to my roomate and she has decided to move to mexico, so then i thought well why should i even go, then aMy said i shud get a place with sevy since me and him and robyn are all coming back from the yukon at the same time. but do i really wanna live with him?? i can see myself doing everything already, and him eating al my food and wrecking things like my dvd player and computer, meh, its awhile away all i kno is that i cant live there without a roomate i cant afford it, im going to talk to nixXx and aj and see if i can room with one of them, they are the only other ppl i can see myself iving with and not kiling beside whitney.
i got so reatardly hammerd on friday and it came down to us walking around downtown at like 7 am, and i thought to myself uhhhhh this isnt the city, and we are not teenagers, i wanna go home, then i got home and proceeded to go thru my inbox and reply to emails that were in there, which was a hooooorrible move, i sent and said alot of horribly emabarrasing things to ppl, including steph. and i they were barely even readable, i sent one to my mom saying im so messed up and when you wake me up if she could make me pancakes and bring me a puppy.
i am soo needy i constantly need people to validate me and give me lots of attention, if i ever knew anyone like me i whould tel them to fuck off.
but have a good monday everyone!