I should be balancing the account    2007-01-30 17:21:35 ET
My closest friends live forever away. We talk on the phone alot but it just isn't the same. Today threw in sharp focus the loneliness I accually feel.

This morning my husband tagged along while I did some research for the Jellyfish Lamp I am making. I wandered about Lowes and Hobby Lobby looking for glass pieces for the body. I had a very good time with David doing this. The pursuit of creativity is a content feeling to me.I am very thankful I married a man who loves to create as I do.

Moments later when I turned my attention to the baby blanket I am also making for a shower next weekend, I lost him. Apparently there is are limits to what he'll discuss or what he labels as worth his time. Slow meandering patience as we considered odd material for our purposes became frustrated impatience as I searched for the right color pink.

What is the difference? Why is one project creative and worth input While the other something akin to shoe shopping? They do not differ in my mind. They are merely different bits of media I work with.

anyway.. yah lonely

btw: My slogan maker makes me giggle. Some days I write what the slogan says on my dry erase board because it makes me feel happy.

  warning    2007-01-24 07:23:39 ET
For all idiot drivers, stupid people, and any other unfortunate human being to encounter me today.


 week 2    2007-01-23 16:55:17 ET
I am into my second week of watching the kid while working on stuff for some club in another state. Tonight was the most trying night so far. I am not sure if it that I feel like my stomache wants to be inside out or that Jaide now argues with everything I say. It could be that I am less tolerant of willful manipulations from a twelve year old because I am sick. And Tired. I sleep 10 to 12 hours and I still feel like I never went to bed. It's almost nine pm, I have no idea how I am going to last till Two am today.

Yesterday a coworker stayed and had dinner with Jaide and I. He laughed at the energy my charge has. After he left, she lit candles in the bathroom and started a wicker wall shelf and its contents on fire.
My coworker told me today that I deserve a raise.

Anyway.. must shop for christmas lights.

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