Breaking up?
2005-07-23 23:04:54 ET

Nobody ever told me that breaking up with someone is just as bad as being broken up with by someone. This sucks. But I knew it wasn't going to last forever, it couldn't, I wouldn't be happy, and I couldn't show the love really required to continue a healthy relationship.

What a fucking day.. Right now there's this 5'1, 115 LB girl seeping naked in my bed, and I just look at her like "sigh.. whatever" It's funny, we both seem to be going through the exact same situation. She broke up with her 9 month boyfriend today, and I broke up with my 6 month girlfriend today. And we both just needed the push to do it, even though we both feel guilty.

We've had the same kinds of problems, we just can't really break up with someone who wants you so bad, and we just feel guilty, yet talk shit about them behind their backs..

But this has been such a learning experience. I finally have learned to break up with someone who I feel is not right for me, instead of letting the misery grow inside of me. Hopefully next time, I won't just be miserable. I'll know what to do when I have doubts for any large amount of time.

Oh god, rambling. So sorry kids. Any support or thoughts you guys can give would be REALLY appreciated right now.
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2005-07-20 10:31:35 ET

28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes, 12 seconds...That's when the world will come to an end.
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2005-07-19 16:54:07 ET

AHh first mentholated cigarette of the day. This feelssssss gooooood.

Sparkledrive.
2005-07-18 15:41:08 ET

Anyone ever heard of this band? I bet you haven't. I do a google search and come up with year old interviews with the lead singer. They no longer have a record label, and their website doesn't exist any more. :( I went to Dancin' in the district in Nashville and saw these guys play. They rock out, but now they don't exist. I'm sad... So sad. I've got their CD though, so that makes me smile.

Pardon the retarded 14 year old blog style entry.
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Dodge duck dip dive and DODGE
2005-07-17 07:50:20 ET

I just got to see that movie a few days ago. Dodgeball is funny. And Vince Vaughn = hero.

"You're about as useful as a poopie flavored lollipop!"

"If you can dodge a wrench, you can dodge a ball!"

"I've got some prostitutes in the back room if you wanna join me, Peter"

"If an impromptu carwash doesn't raise $50,000, then it must just not be in the cards."

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I'm such a dork for this kind of stuff.

<3 Robot Chicken. And other shows of random BS. Life is good.

EDIT: I just cleaned my apartment last night, and it's SO nice in here!!! About 9 bags of trash outside, but finally NO MORE FLIES EVERYWHERE!!! w00t!
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