developing a story line?
2006-10-03 08:48:27 ET

I think it would be good for me to actually keep track of my life.
perhaps I will visit this more often.
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Up down, UP down
2006-09-24 12:01:05 ET

things get better and then they get worse and then they turn out ok, but it still never seems great.
I have so many close friends and then it seems none that are very close.
I just end up talking about nothing to fill the space.
Last week I asked for time off at the end of October and my boss scoffed/laughed at me and then told me he wouldn't know right away if he could do that.
Well fuck him if he doesn't give me the time off.
I will quit. Then I will turn into one of those people who holds an endless stream of jobs for no more than two months at a time.
In november I will be getting a motorcycle. Then all I need is a truck a dog and a gun and I will be living my american dream. So to speak.
Really my dream is to win the lottery buy myself a house in the city and get a dog quit my jobs and go to school part time while organizing full time. That would be awesome. +Gun/motorcycle.
Makes me sound like such a redneck.
But hey.
Maybe I will buy a lottery ticket.

2006-08-09 09:29:25 ET

i read some of my old journals and some of them are so silly and melo dramatic. I suppose if thats how I felt then thats why they sound that way.

still, where did all that sad come from?

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