look at my hopes, look at my dreams
2008-12-03 09:55:34 ET

bleh, im going through one of my self destructive "completely unmotivated to do absolutely anything" phases. i hate it when i get like this.

in unrelated news, i had an awesome dream last night that i was an amazing painter and i made a pokemon collage. lolz.



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tell me, how should i feel?
2008-11-27 12:16:56 ET

oh my god, NIN was a-mazing. long story short, people are fucking nuts and were pushing and pushing on me (i was in like the 3rd row, i could literally taste trent's sweat) and i got pushed onto the floor, my head stepped on, fallen on by like 3 people, and i started hyperventilating and almost threw up. but i went and cleared my head and came back for the rest.

boris, the opening act, was really good too. i had never heard of them until last night but it was pretty trippy experimental stuff. neato.

i am so fucking sore too, my mom gave me a vicodin last night to help me sleep. i've got a jellybean shaped bruise on my thigh but other than that i look fine, but goddamn my back hurts.

anyway, i'm home now. ate thxgiving lunch with my grandma and watched i love lucy. my computer is supposed to get back tomorrow.

happy. :)
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nothing on the top but a bucket and a mop
2008-11-19 20:36:10 ET

list of items in my fridge:
french onion chip dip
pickled beets
bread
eggs
lettuce
20+ condiments

being broke SUCKS BALLS.
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i used to stand for something
2008-11-18 08:49:36 ET

i am getting better and better at meeting and exceeding the stares of people who are frightened by my piercings.

yes, you can look at me, but i will also look at you, and for much longer! LOOK AWAY IN SHAME!!!

three you slowly spread the net, and four you catch the man
2008-11-17 19:50:40 ET

ugh it's been a month and a half since I sent my computer in to get fixed, the motherboard was determined defective from the get-go so they had to send it to Asus for a replacement, which takes a month (? why?) it would have been a month 2 weeks ago. it took them 13 days to build the whole computer, why is it taking even longer to install a motherboard?

this whole experience has totally fucked my confidence in ordering shit online. i'm getting tired of calling every couple weeks to find out wtf is going on and i'm sure they're tired of hearing from me, but for $1700 and 300 miles you can bet you're ass i'm going to want some answers.

other than that crappy anxiety in my life right now, things are great. i only need 10 credits to graduate, and i'll be getting a couple more before christmas. i just started excel today, it should be very easy.

also, NIN next week on wednesday!!! *SUPER SQUEAL!*

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