|Installment||2004-03-02 19:47:29 ET|
I sometimes wonder where the people are with imagination or the know how to use it is.
In the past few days i've either been surrounded by people who I once was, (mentally speaking of course, physical would be something of a ridiculous front) people who once consumed my thoughts, and people who just genuinely want to help out.
Though i sometimes miss the past, I know that I need to push forward. Although I don't know what my sisters are up to at this moment. I would definately like to.
So, I fill my time with filling out apps, thats always fun, I sit outside most of the time, it's definately alot nicer here than it was in the place i left. Although i've experienced so many different weather conditions in the past few months, or years of traveling round, none ever account to here, or are even the same. Perhaps this place is a bubble.
Now I wonder when it will pop.
The people have definately changed, most for the better, some pretty much the same. So all is well in love and war, I have a degree of one down, I now wonder when the other will show its dreary head.
I've been here for a week now.
Pretty much catching up with old friends, meeting the new and all of that such.
I didn't realize how interesting it would be without all of the extra additives.
But it's turned out pretty nice.
I shall update more later.
|The Awakening||2004-02-22 14:53:22 ET|
Well i have traveled again, this time its back to florida for me. to live this isn't considered a visit this time. Not alot has been going on aside packing, and getting the zine ready to be printed, we have some great material thanks to great minds. If anyone would like to contribute something or another feel free to e-mail me at T_Tibidouex@hotmail.com.
hope all is well everyone.
|Not An Exit||2004-02-04 16:31:09 ET|
Days go by, things get weirder.
But as usual they always right themselves.
My days are righting themselves, slowly but surely this scrambled mess becomes something.
I can proudly say I feel like my old self again, with a few flaws, but flaws like scars give character. Or so I hear.
My help flag went out, now it's time to help me-self.
And this, is what I am doing.
I don't know how long i'll be here, maybe as long as last time, or maybe one more week. Things are really just up in the air right now.
But the zine my and my sister and her fiance were working on is coming together, and it should be done by mid next week, we are making only 50 or so copies for the first edition, to see if it actually does something.
But this hell needs a breath of culture. Also- if anyone here would like to contribute something to it feel free.
my e-mail addy is T_Tibidouex@hotmail.com.
That's it for now.
"Not all who wander are lost." - J. R. R. Tolkien
It's faceless when people move around subjects or dwell in private about them.
But i've said all that was needed.
And all is on my turn.
i'm pretty sure this is close to the last update here for me. i need to de-bulk my karma.
au revoir all! have a good one!