. . . 2011-02-04 09:04:14 ET Waiting to see if i get my moving money today. If I do I'm buying furniture. I'm sick of having no light in my bedroom and no where to put my clothes. I get my pets back next weekend too. EEEEEEE!! First day 2011-02-01 06:14:27 ET was yesterday. I came home overwhelmed and stressed. It's not the work so much as the paperwork it's going to take me to get started with the company. they have this crazy pay website that i don't understand...ugh... i know only one person in a huge city. i still don't have my boxes or animals so i'm feeling down. 1 comment 110 days. 2011-01-25 17:41:05 ET Moving to St. Louis on Friday and I'm kinda scared but I have friends there so it won't be too bad. I'm excited to live in a bigger city where things are more available. I got a new apartment and am in the process of furnishing it. Sadly I couldn't afford to have the pets come with me just yet so they have to stay home. I'll be alone for 3 weeks in my apt. :( Matt and I are good. We talked on the phone last night and it just made me miss him more. We've both been sick and it kills me that I'm not there to help him with Tristan or make him dinner and stuff. I miss the crap out of him and I could really use his loving company during this move. I'm stressed and I won't even have a bed the first few nights I'm there. boo. I'll post photos when I get my apartment all faboosh. I miss my family 2011-01-22 04:17:22 ET I've never had a boyfriend whom I felt was family before. Maybe it's just cause there's a child involved but still. Not even Logan who lived with me. I get homesick for Canada. I honestly can't think of one thing I'd miss so much that I wouldn't move there. There will be a day when I don't have to travel back and forth but that day feels like centuries from now. I miss him and Tristan so much. I wake up and wish I had to get up early with Tristan. Around dinner I get excited cause Matts coming home. I miss being able to reach out and touch the man I love whenever I want. It hurts more this time. Maybe cause I love him more now. 114 days. 2 comments I'm in Kansas. 2011-01-20 18:17:35 ET 116 days til I can go back home again. Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 10 11 12 13 14 » 52 [Next] Back to *heather*'s page