|the mean reds||2010-09-23 20:29:55 ET|
Ugh. bad night. matt and i were both pissy and to him that means being reserved and quiet. To me that means being clingy to him cause he makes me feel better.
so neither of us were getting what we needed tonight. and i it bugged me that when i poured out exactly what was wrong and bothering me, all i got was "ok". i know he has alot on his mind but one word answers after telling him what's wrong kinda makes me feel like he's blowing me off.
i just feel like maybe he's not as excited about talking to me like he used to be.
idk it might be just a weird night that will blow over.
i've been super stressed out with school lately. it's like when i finish one project someone is waiting in line to give me another one or tell me to fix something on the old one.
tomorrow should be good. i'm going to see a band and have some beer and shopping.
i hope this isn't the start of a stupid fight and a stupid break up. bleh.