so...2010-07-10 20:17:33 ET

I just found out that a girl on my dance team has stage 2 brain cancer. She's in chemo and radiation for it and will have more surgeries to get the tumor out, but she's scared and she needs prayers.

I don't care who or what you pray to or how you do it...but please send good thoughts out to her. We lost a dancer last year to Meningitis and I'm hoping we don't have to lose another one.

Please...just anything...
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2010-07-03 17:10:12 ET

WHY IS IT RAINING!? IS THIS PUNISHMENT FOR SPEEDING UP AND DOWN HIGHWAYS LAST NIGHT?! IS IT FOR KICKING SOME SHIT TALKERS ASS?!

GO AWAY RIGHT MEOW!
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Got the bike back today...2010-07-01 19:07:24 ET

AND got pulled over cause I'm missing my back seat and this cop assumed my bike was stolen because of this. Also, I just tagged it today so I guess it hadn't processed yet and my tags came up expired.

and to top it off I forgot to grab my insurance and registration. Ugh. So I pulled over convincing myself I was going to jail....and the cop just let me off on a warning once he decided my bike wasn't stolen.

Having tits ftw.

2010-06-30 17:16:19 ET

So Matt doesn't have internet until the 8th. Ugh! Canada's so dumb! (jk Iki ;) )

He got ahold of me last night on facebook chat and told me. It's always nice when the beginning of your convo goes:

Me: hey!!

Him: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

lol...and as i look at my tv there are women wrestling in wedding cake? what is wrong with my life?

Anyways...35 days til I hit the Canadian border. Hope it's prepared. :P
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The sound of white2010-06-28 18:31:00 ET

I saw Jake today. It was like seeing a ghost. He was 50 feet away from me but I felt like I couldn't even yell, like he wouldn't hear me. There was a wall there. He's not the boy who was my friend, who was my boyfriend, who I wanted to marry. And THAT...is the saddest things I've ever come to realize in my life.

To look at him he's changed. I really didn't feel like I was looking at the boy I've known since I was 17...who was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, the first boy to tell me he loved and the first boy I loved.

He was a stranger to me today. In 6 years I've never felt that around him. We've always gravitated to each other. Not today. He wasn't someone I care about today. He was just a guy on a bike at a red light.

I cried for about 20 minutes...and babbled to my best friend trying to explain myself.

I guess it's like some part of my brain convinced me Jake didn't exist anymore after he hurt me. So seeing him today was almost surreal. I still can't believe I saw him today after 6 months of running around this city and never seeing him.

Plus I haven't been able to talk to Matt for a few days. He moved into a new apartment and doesn't have internet yet. Ugh. I could really use his skype company right now. :/

I hope this week improves...
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