2003-07-15 14:14:02 ET

hhhmm i stole this from cyberbunny

15 Years Ago, I:
1. i was 7 months and a day old
2. liked sleepning.
3. cried a lot
4. premature
5. loved my mom

10 Years Ago, I:
1. had married parents
2. climbed trees
3. had my best friend move to montreal
4. lived in oshawa
5. was a kid

5 Years Ago, I:
1. was a loner
2. got made fun of
3. moved to ajax then back to pickering
4. had mood swings
5. cried a lot

3 Years Ago, I:
1. was hitting puberty
2. had some friends
3. was heavily depressed.
4. got drunk for the first time
5. couldn't wait to grow up

1 Year Ago, I:
1. started being happy
2. got punk
3. met graham.
4. had online friends
5. had my sister taken away from me

Yesterday, I:
1. Cried
2. Saw graham
3. Worked
4. Thought about what i can't have
5. Had a revealing dream

Today, I:
1. Woke up by the phone ringing
2. Had a bad hair day
3. Finally saw the mummy returns.
4. was sad.
5. had four candy sticks in 30 minutes

Tomorrow, I:
1. have a meeting
2. read more
3. see graham
4. write a letter
5. call the golf club

5 Snacks I Enjoy:
1. Ice cream
2. cherries
3. blueberries
4. girl guide cookies
5. kewi

5 Games I Like:
1. badminton
2. chess
3. *checkerz*
4. Quake III
5. Nanosaur

5 Things I'd Buy With $1000:
1. comic books
2. new outfit (s)
3. plane ticket to houston, texas
4. the new madonna cd
5. a pen

Top 5 Bands Lately:
1. DC
2. Marvel
3. Le Chateau
4. transit
5. Lick's

3 Bad Habits I Have
1. being sad for no reason
2. not talking
3. being a couch potatoe
(eew i sound so emo kiddish lol)

3 Interests at the moment:
1. Comic Books
2. Jackets
3. Burgers

3 TV Shows I Like:
1. Gilmore Girls
2. Jenny Jones
3. Drew Carrey

4 Places I've Lived:
2. Pickering
3. Ajax
4. Courtice

My Top 3 Biggest Worries at the Moment:
1. suicide
2. fate
3. neer seeing my sister again

My Top 5 Biggest Joys at the Moment:
1. sleeping
2. seeing graham
3. comic books
4. finally getting to see the mummy returns after two weeks of waiting to see it
5. not being hungry

maybe it's a sign.....
2003-07-14 04:45:08 ET

last night i had a dream about the other..the first. the confusion. and i told him that he had to choose. between me and what he had. not fair i know. it was weird. it was like we were reunited in a way we may never be.

it's funny.. you know .... the events that occur in our lives . the things that make us go what if.. what if he's telling the truth? what if he forgot about me? what if this is all a plan of fate? why? why not?

what else was i going to say? oh well?

oh yeah...
more and more each day i'm feeling more depressed, more upset, more self-concious. and i don't know why.
it's hard to be alone.


Music: Where is the love? - Black Eyed Peas

2003-07-10 08:39:01 ET

there are a lot of rachels on this website! and i am proud to be one of them!

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