I feel like so much shit right now, my frined said something that really didn't bug me to know. It's just one of those hings that fuck with your head. Like he told me people think I try to hard and that I'm fake...it hurts and pisses me off because its not true. Yet Seems less and less people want to talk or hang out or invite me to places...or it could be I'm so busy but makes me feel like shit. Like is what I got to say not so intresting to hear ?? I think I have alot and specific ideas..but then again who wants to chat about corpse, funeral plots, serial killers, pihlosphy, world eco systme and what not.
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