| it was a day 2005-11-14 16:15:20 ET
today i realized a few things...|
i bitch too much...
i am a bitch...
i procrastinate WAY too much...
i'm still fat...(haha yes i am so :-P)
my harsh/tell-it-like-it-is nature is a "just tasha" thing that I don't like all that much anymore...
people blow things WAY out of proportion sometimes...
no one knows how to drive...
i'm not doing so well in school anymore...
i'm in debt...
and all-in-all it as a pretty shitty day..so i'm done complaining and/or stating the obvious.
just not in the mood to deal with anything anymore
| And I'm in a ranting mood.... 2005-11-11 10:37:29 ET
I'm probably going to get a whole load of people on my case about how i "dont know what i'm talking about" or whatever, but honestly...don't much care haha. just in that kinda mood today.|
so let me first start off by saying i am in no way trying to be all "i'm perfect i know it all" i know i don't know everything and i am sure as hell not perfect in any way haha so dont' take this as me saying i never screw up cause i do, plenty.
so i'm on my way home and i look in my rearview mirror and see this...
i could literally see the underside of the truck, crap i'm not supposed to be able to see. i don't get this, honestly. unless you work on a farm, in construction, or do an awful lot of toting shit around and pulling crap there's no need for you to have a truck the size of a tank. Another thing, living in plainfield Indiana, you do not need to buy yourself a Hummer thinking it'll make you cool. actually i don't get the whole "hummer" thing unless you work in the military or one of the above mentioned jobs, why the hell do you need it? first off gas prices are outrageous so you are wasting money, secondly you're being every so kind as to contribute a crap-load more then I do to the growing problem of global warming and losing our ozone and all that jazz. i don't understand america's obsession with HUGE friggin cars, it's not necessary unless your job description requires that you use one.
also on the topic of evironmental problems, i was in the car with my cousin the other day and she smokes (that's a whole nother topic i won't get into haha) so she's unwrapping a new pack of cigarettes and where does she throw all the plastic crap she just pulled off the pack? out the window. she does this every time, and with most all her trash unless it's too big to do so without being completely obvious and possibly causing a wreck. ok i may throw my gum out the window or on the ground if i can't find a trash can an dyes i know that's bad too, but seriously..all your friggin trash? and i know we have dumps and when you put it in the trash it ends up there anyway, but those are designated places the trash goes, not on the side of the road or in someone's front yard. i went outside today and found a dr pepper can sitting by our garage door, which means that she was too lazy to hit the garage door opener and put it int he trashcan right inside the door. wtf?! so now there's a bunch of ants on it ...lovely. and i know it was her cause she's the only one in the house that drinks dr. pepper and mom would have taken the time to throw it in the trash.
and i think i'm done. sorry i just get reaaaalllyyy annoyed at people sometimes haha
| And today was... 2005-11-10 17:21:43 ET
It went well I think haha I always second guess myself. I worry that I talk too much (i have a BAD tendency to ramble/babble) but he seemed to be cool with me so hopefully I'll get the job.
Everyone excluding him and the assistant manager is temporary/seasonal right now. Plus part-time so it's only 10-25 hours a week which is cool with my current schedule. Staying on after january is based on availability and performance so if I can kick ass enough to stay on at Party City (it was the same when I started working there forever ago and they kept me) and stay on then I'm sure I can nail it at Hot Topic, I practically live there anyway.
So yeah umm that's all for today. I'm beat so I'm going to do some work for school and get to bed.
| Interview Version 2.0 2005-11-09 17:58:42 ET
So I got an interview with the Hot Topic here in town. From what I gather Justin (the guy I"know" from the Greenwood store) is the only manager so I'm hoping he's the only one I have to deal with haha. He's not all that intimidating since we've had small conversations before.|
Not to say I'm not nervous cause I'm friggin FREAKING OUT...I hate interviews, especially when you don't get hired after them haha..cause then I just feel awkward.
I also don't know waht to wear. I was thinking about going with my nice jeans and my Dublin t-shirt ...maybe...or maybe my Harley Quinn t-shirt...they are some of my "nicer" tshirts but I don't want to dress up ause it's not a "dress up" kinda place you know? But I don't watn to go in looking like i don't care, he also knows though that I am coming straight from class so hopefully if i come in tshirt (nice one) and jeans it'll be understood haha. Damn i dont' know. I just hope I pass this one better than I did the first one..that girl hated me....biotch.
Ok so everyone wish me luck ok? Please ? I reeeeeeaaaaaaallllllly need the money!!!